You were working on the set for a little while. You were in charge of the costumes and Harrison was in the main cast playing as Leopold. You and Harrison has taken some time apart due to some arguments. You didn't know it was going to take months.
You were arranging all the items needed for his character's outfit. You thought of just piling it up and leaving a sticky note on just to avoid meeting him. "Y/n?" He asks as he sees you in the trailer awaiting to receive his outfit. "Hei." You reply with a soft greeting. "I haven't seem you in months." He says walking towards you and hugging you. "I've missed you. A lot." He says with a kiss on your forehead. "I've missed you too." You reply trying to avoid looking at him. "Can we talk after the shoot today?" He asks. "Actually I um, I'm just helping out today. I'll be leaving before the filming finishes today." You say. "Ohh. Can't you wait a bit longer maybe? Please?" He asks. "Maybe another time. Yeah?" You reply passing him his outfit. "I really want to work things out, love." He says in a sad tone. "I do too but it's not going to change what has happened before. What had put us in this situation." You say with your voice cracking a little. "I know. I know saying sorry isn't going to fix it but I want us back." He says. Before anyone could talk further the director calls for Harrison.
He leaves a kiss on your cheek before leaving. You arrange a few other outfits and called it a day. You had to go back home to your 3 month old baby, River. You were only on the set when Katie was too busy with make-up and other things.
After a couple of days again Katie contacts you suddenly to help her out. The amount of scenes to film was increasing for one day. You drive to the set with River since you wasn't able to find anyone free to babysit him. Jojo picks up River as you help him put up the outfit for the next scene. "I miss seeing you guys as often as I used to before. It's boring since you moved." Jojo says. He was one of your neighbours until you decided to get somewhere else that Harrison didn't know the address of. "It's boring where we moved to." You say. River starts to cry a little making Jojo panic. "Um, can I maybe take him outside and walk around?" He asks. "Yeah sure. It's almost his nap time too." You say.
You had managed to arrange the outfits for the cast for their next scenes. You take a quick glance outside to see the group all in awe of the baby. Even Harrison was smiling and playing with the baby. "Who's baby is it?" Darci asks Jojo. "It's one of the ones from the design department I think." Thaddea says answering for him. He had no clue that you were working that day.
River puts his hand out to Harrison to carry him. He immediately rests his sleepy head on Harrison's shoulder as his hold on his small turtle plushie loosens. Harrison catches it before it fell to the ground. He stood alone rocking the baby as his cast members had gone to get ready.
"Your baby fell a-" Harrison says entering the trailer to retrieve his outfit and return the baby but he stands in confusion to find you. "Y/n? Wait, it's your baby?" He asks confused. "It's our baby." You reply. "Our baby? My baby? This is quite a surprise." He says with a small nervous chuckle but with excitement. "I'm a dad?" He asks still caressing the baby. "That's what you were trying to tell me that day." He says softly.
"What matters is now. Call me right away when he wakes up. Also wait for me." Harrison says as he walk towards the baby carrier and carefully putting the baby in it. Laying the blanket on and kissing his cheek. "I forgive you. I don't want to keep talking about the issues from the past cause it got us nowhere so let's just start fresh again. For River." You say knowing what Harrison was going to say next. "I like that idea." He says with a smile and hugging you.
After River had woken up from his nap You walk to the side of the filming set. You held the baby milk bottle in your hands for it to cool down a little. As the director yells out 'CUT', River claps his hands with the others. Harrison was fast enough to spot you and River from afar as he jogged his way towards you.
"Can I give him his lunch?" Harrison asks as nicely as he could. You nod his head. He carries the baby towards a bench with you following behind him. You help him with the bib before Harrison took the baby bottle from you. "Am I doing it right?" He asks to which you chuckle at how nervous he was. "You are doing great, honey." You reply as you watch them both.
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To anyone who is/ had a bad day:
Don't be so hard on yourself. Don't pressure yourself to fit in to the society. You are unique in your own skin. Be different. Be weird
Don't feel bad with the stories or poetry or drawings you create. Nothing is perfect in the start but then again nothing really is perfect. Things just get better and better slowly. There is no such a thing as being perfect.
It's all in you. Brave and strong.
Hope you all have a lovely day xx
