Lahat tayo nagnanais na makatagpo ng taong mamahalin natin. Papakasalan at kasamang bubuo ng pamilya at syempre bumuo ng ANAK, ngunit paano kung lahat nang yun ay hindi maibigay ng taong minahal mo, tatanggapin mo pa rin kaya siya o gaya ng iba na n...
I am now driving along the way when a heavy rain starts to fall. It causes traffic even if it's already pass 9. Dahil hindi pa naman kami malayo sa building ng unit ko kaya ng mastock kami i decided to head back to my unit.
Kukontra pa sana siya pero narinig rin namin mula sa naka on na radio sa kotse ko na tumaas na raw ang baha at medyo malayo layo pa ang apartment niya kaya pumayag na rin siya.
Pagkarating namin ay binati pa kami ng guard na naka assign dun at sa sumakay na kami sa elevator papuntang penthouse.
Pagkarating namin sa loob ay pinaupo ko muna siya at chineck yung spare room ng penthouse ko. Maayos naman iyon at hindi maalikabok.
Binalikan ko na siya at iginiya na siya sa spare room ko. May mga gamit pa ang kapatid ko na hindi niya nagagamit pag nandito siya naglalagi.
"Gamitin mo muna yung mga damit sa closet. Hindi naman yan ginagamit ni Bree"
"Ex mo?"
"Oh no, my younger sister. She's a model and a fashion designer. Dito kasi siya minsan nagstay pag nagbabakasyon sa Pinas kaya may mga gamit siyang naiiwan dito"
"Ah ganun pala."
Sabay upo ko sa kama niya. Honestly siya pa lang yung unang babaeng hindi ko kaano ano na napapasok ko sa unit ko. Nagtitingin pa siya sa loob ng kwarto, binuksan rin niya ang closet, nandun rin yung mga undergarments ng kapatid kong binili niya pero di naman niya nasusuot, mga sleepwears at mga make up pati yung mga branded niyang bag nakapaloob lang dun.
Nagulat pa siya nung pagharap niya ay nagkatinginan kami.
"Ay, nandyan ka pala akala ko lumabas ka na eh"
"Oh, sorry. Right i'm going, good night, Reign"
"Ahm, good night too Nikolai"
Then i walk out without turning back until i reach the door.
I remain standing while looking at the door as if i'm seeing her through this wooden door.
After standing there like a lunatic. I make my way to my room.
I take off my clothes and take a hot shower.
I have been with a relationship it's serious and takes years but i never felt this thing towards Reign.
There's something with her that sometimes makes me calm, then sometimes makes my internal organs get wild especially my heart. Whenever she's around it palpitate like i'm going to have a heart attack. The what they call butterflies in the stomach, cheesy yet, i act like a teenage boy. I feel like i am a teenage boy everytime i see her.
Whenever she see new things the way she show how amaze she is makes her more cuter.
Very innocent and fragile. Yet feisty because she's not afraid to say what she thinks.
But i don't deserve her, she doesn't deserve a man like me. I know she had a great dream, to have a husband who can give her children and a complete family.
I was on the middle of brushing my teeth when someone knocks.
"Nick, anjan ka ba?"
Wait is that? Reign?
"Yes, why Reign is there a prob-"
But before i finish my sentence she barge inside the bathroom. Then, hurriedly get out after seeing me naked.
Oh sheez... I hurriedly put my towel to cover my lower part. Then i got out of the bathroom. There i saw her back while she's saying something to herself.
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"Hey, Reign"
"Sorry, sorry, pero promise wala akong nakita. Swear wala talaga"
Sabay taas pa niya ng kaliwang kamay at ng mapagtantaong mali yung naitaas niya ipinalit niya yung kanan.
"Hahaha, it's okay Reign. I'm covered, you can face me now"
Sabay halukipkip ko pagharap niya. Pero napatalikod naman siya ulit kaya napatawa ulit ako.
"Eh sabi mo covered, eh kitang kita yang mabato mong katawan eh. Magbihis ka"
Kaya naman kumuha na ako ng sando at boxers short ko at bumalik na sa banyo at nagbihis.
Paglabas ko nakatalikod pa rin siya. I look at her she's still wearing her clothes but her hair is wet.
"I'm fully clothed now."
Tumingin naman siya sakin at napabuga ng hangin.
"May extra ka bang damit dyan?"
"Oh bakit, what's wrong with my sisters clothes?"
"Kasi naman, halika"
Hinila niya yung kamay ko papunta sa kwarto niya.
Nakita ko na nakalapag ang mga damit pantulog na nasa loob ng closet ng kapatid ko.
"Yan ang wrong."
Sabay turo niya sa mga damit, a victoria secret lingerie. Which is a see through, some where just inch covered the private part.
"Oh, my sister is somewhat a fashionista. Pati pantulog dapat parang model. Hahaha"
"Yun na nga, di ko kayang suotin yan. Tignan mo makikita kaluluwa ko niyan. Kaya Nick favor lang. Pwede humiram ng damit mo?"
"Oh, sure wait i'll get one"
Then i go back to my room and search for a shirt. I get a black one.
Nang pumasok ako nakaupo na siya sa harap ng salamin at nagpupunas ng buhok niya.
"Here."
"Hays, thank you Nick. Sige good night"
"Good night too, i like my new nickname now. Have a good sleep Reign."
Pagkasabi ko nun ay tinignan ko pa siya at lumabas na rin dun sa kwarto bago pa ako may maisip na hindi maganda.
Shit, she look so hot with her hair wet. Plus, she's biting her lips while looking her self at the mirror. May matino pa siyang damit noon pank nalang kaya kung wala? Stop it Zaeick you know what you're thinking will just hurt the both of you.
I go directly on my room. Dive to it.
I must guard myself before i go beyond the limit. I must accept that no woman will love me or either accept me for my incompleteness.
I don't want to ruin their future and live miserably with me. I'd rather choose to be alone than let anyone be with me experiencing it.
It's so hard to go to sleep but i try until i doze of to sleep.
