Our Love Story |Dej Loaf and Jacquees|

Prolouge.

I am Deja, Deja Monet. I am Kamoni and Kahari's mom. I am Derricks ex. I am Latrice's Daughter. I am me.

I was born on April 8, 1991. Just turned 26,  my life has changed a lot since me and my ex boyfriend and baby daddy Derrick broke up. Our twins life changed forever. Kamoni and Kahari our little girls, our little ten year olds well our big ten year olds, they act more than they're age most the time.

Teenage pregnancy was forbidden in my household growing up. The day I found out I was pregnant I wanted to crawl into a hole and suffocate myself. Not knowing if I had done that I would've killed the two most important people in my life. Their father; Derrick was my high school baby, my lova' lova'.

Until he heard the three words "I am Pregnant", I guess those words in his mind translated to "It's time to leave this bitch" and that's exactly what he did, he left me, or should I say us, he never made it clear that he was leaving me for good till I was about 5 months along, he'd check up on us here and there but it was never sincere. You could see deep down he wish he wasn't there.

Kamoni and Kahari were born in Detroit, Henry Ford Hospital to be exact. Kahari was born at 11:45pm whiles Kamoni was born at 11:48pm therefore Hari is the oldest, and she shole' does take advantage of that. We later than moved to Atlanta, when they were about 1, We now stay in DeKalb 30 minutes away from their father.

I decided to move because the stuff I was going threw, called for us to move. If we had stayed it would have been detrimental to the girls.

I guess you could say I'm a single mother, you can say that. I take care of my daughters on my own, With the little money I've had; I managed to take care of their needs. Derrick did an amazing job when it came to making sure we're financially stable, not knowing he'd turn around and use that against us.

My current relationship with Derrick is not the best, but it's manageable. We fight, we argue. Most of the time that's the case, other times were fine and we can just chill.

Since my breakup with him, I've tried putting myself out into the whole "dating" world you could call it. It hasn't worked for me. All the little flings I had always ended up in arguments that lead to both of us drawing away from each other. After cutting the last vibe I had, I've seen myself as I guess "un-dateable" nobody wants me. That last vibe was over a year ago.

My job; I want to do music. It sounds corny but I really see myself becoming a star. I have talent, and I know that because the one man I loved; Derrick told me so. I guess it coming from him made it stick to me. I've never tried putting myself out there music wise, because I always found it so hard and tiring to be out there just looking. So I wait, I'm waiting for the right time, the right person to notice me.

The house I'm staying in right now, is a house Derrick had lived in. Since I am the mother of his kids, if I don't have a home his kids don't either, so he claims he gave us the house only because I was taking care of his girls. The house has two bedrooms and one bathroom. A kitchen, living space and that's probably it. The only flaw about living in this home is, since Derrick gave it to me he has a key, and he gets to stay whenever he wants to. I guess it's okay for the girls because they get to see their dad, but for me it's uncomfortable.

But I love him, he did everything for me. He bought me my first car for my birthday, he gave me and the girls a place to live, he gives us money when we really need it. Only reason why he's able to do these things is he's a really popular Chicago rapper, he makes good money. Chicago is his hometown, but he moved to Detroit as a kid, met me as a teen, we had kids at 16. Broke up. Both moved to different parts of Georgia. And now I'm here.

Looking for someone who will be the answer to all my questions, the key to my lock, missing puzzle piece, my everything.

That's all I want.

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How was it? 🤪

Usually here there'd be one of DeJ or Ques lyrics that basically sum up that whole chapter, just a lil thing I thought of doing.

So yeah I won't do ^^ that at the end of my chapters unless I really do have to address something.

Hope y'all like this! The book has so much in store, so much drama, emotion, humor! Enjoy y'all!

|~Myzbeanz~|
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