Being The Rowland's Sister | BRR & Jacob S

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It has been 2 months, my song with Selena Gomez is out, and #1 on itunes. I know if Johnny was here, he would be very proud of me. Most of his supporters are here for me, and others blame me for his death. It really hurts when they blame me for it. I didn't know he was coming, I couldn't of prevented it from happening.

I am trying to keep my promise to Johnny but it's hard since every boy is nothing compared to Johnny. I've completely shut everyone out besides Daniel. I'm staying with him here in LA while my brothers are back in Arizona. I miss them since I haven't talked or seen them in a month. I won't even talk to my mom.

I've become less active on social media, and it's hard. I just want Johnny here, next to me telling me that everything will be alright. But no, this is reality. He can't come back.

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I grab my laptop and start imagining if Johnny was here, what would I do? What type of song could I write if he were here? My supporters are sad I haven't been very active so I need to write a song to make up for my absence.

-4 hours later-

I've been sitting here typing non stop, revising, editing, and asking Daniel for advice and I actually wrote an entire song in just 4 hours!

-It's "Like I'm Gonna Lose You" By Meghan Trainor but go with it :)) -

"Daniel..?" I say.

"Yes Mia?"

"I finished the song and there was a boy part meant for Johnny, could you sing it?" I ask.

"I'd love to." He says. I smile and show him the lyrics.

(-MIA-)

I found myself dreaming

In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

(-Daniel-)

In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know

So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets

Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow

(-Both-)

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

Hey
Whoa

(-Mia-)

I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

I look Daniel in the eye and he starts leaning in towards me.

I lean in to and our lips connect, moving in sync.

Fireworks everywhere, not as good as Johnny but it's amazing.

We pull away and Daniel smiles, "I may not be Johnny, but I promise you I can treat you like the princess you are."

"I love you, Daniel." I say hugging him.

"I love you too, Mia." He replies.

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A/N

Idk -.- I want Johnny! 😡😔😭💘😣🙁😟😩😖😫