When the silence comes to light

Learning more about our Parents...... and China ? Pt. 1

Waring : depressed Liechtenstein and suicide attempt.

Please if you cannot handle this, DO NOT READ. I beg you. I don't want anyone withdrawing and getting seriously hurt

You have been warned.

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Previously on 'When the Silence comes to Light' (Before the fading chapters that I hope broke everyone's heart)

Native America looked and him and took a deep breath before answering.

"I-"

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Jack held in his breath waiting for her answer.

Native America struggled with the words. "I- I'm sorry Jack but I don't want to."

His whole world just came crashing down.

She-

She just said.

No.

"I'm sorry." She said as she walked away from him.

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The German brothers left their sister's room to give her some space after a few hours.

They thought she was okay.

But true be told.

She wasn't.

Liechtenstein checked her clock.

6:45 am

Her brothers had left over 2 hours ago.

They had slept in the room for awhile too.

The girl headed to her bathroom and grabbed her razor.

She held it up to her skin.

And slid it across.

"I'm sorry." She said looking up at the ceiling and crying. "it's all my fault."

She cut over and over before throwing the razor away.

She headed to the kicthen.

And grabbed the knife.

Before stabbing herself with it.

In the heart.

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Germaina could only watch in tears as he saw his baby girl hurt herself again.

"It's not your fault." He whispered hoping that she would stop.

He wished his sons knew.

But they didn't.

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Liechtenstein collasped from the amount of blood leaving her body.

After Germaina faded. None of his kids took it well.

At All.

But Liechtenstein took it the worst.

The poor girl had convinced herself that Germaina wanted to fade because she wasn't good enough.

She thought that he saw her as was weak, pathetic, a waste of space.

She thought that Germaina always thought that she always needed to be protected.

She thought her brothers hated her for their father's fading. But acted like they loved her.

In all, Liechtenstein had committed suicide 162 times. She always made sure Switzerland wasn't home and that she was alone.

She knew that because she was a country she couldn't die.

Well at least not because of suicide.

But that didn't stop her from trying and hoping one day it would actually work.

But every time she tried she would always wake up a few hour later.

She was depressed.

She was hurting.

She was screaming inside.

But nobody knew.

Nobody could hear her.

She felt alone.

But kept it all to herself.

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Liechtenstein woke up covered in blood.

She girl held back tears as she realized her attempt didn't work.

She checked her clock again.

8:32

Not even 2 hours.

The meeting started at 9:00

She got up, cleaned up the blood, got herself ready, and walked out the door.

But not before putting on her fake polite smile.

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After breakfast the countries all sat around the meeting table.

India picked up the book. "This one is about Spain."

'Spain became unable to feel pain after being able under Arabic rule.'

Many nations looked sadly at the usual cheery nation who was frowning.

He didn't like to think about those times.

He may be unable to feel pain.

But the memories were still painful.

Belgium put a hand on her close friend's, who was basically like a brother, hand.

Spain forced a smile and smiled at hear before nodding at India for him to continue.

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Oh crap you guys, sorry I had to end it here. But I have to go somewhere right now.

This was so unexpected.

And sorry for not updating, I was planning for the end of school to update again but then got the idea for Liechtenstein.

So yeah.

Bye !! I try to update tomorrow.