Band Imagines

159: Josh

*trigger warning: stay safe frens*
Your POV
"Josh just please don't leave me." You plead to him.

"I'm sorry." He says as he walks out.

You collapse into the floor sobbing a little too hard.

You hold onto your chest as you try to breath.

You didn't know why Josh was leaving you he just came home and started packing his stuff.

You walk up to your room feeling dead on the inside with tears slowly slipping out of your eyes.

"What did I do?" You ask yourself.

You slide against the wall and scream out in pain.

Josh's POV

"There are you happy?" I scream at my parents.

Your POV
You run to the bathroom and grab your friend 'mister blade'.

"Why?" You scream.

You slice your skin open as you stare at yourself in the mirror.

No tears because you already had no more.

Your heart was just breaking  because there was no more tears.

You grab pills and swallow them whole.

"Good bye." You whispered as the world went black.

Josh's POV

I turn on the news trying to get the thought of y/n out of my mind.

"Y/n l/n was found dead because of a suicide attempt in her bathroom floor." I hear the tv say.

I pause the tv and sit still unable to move.

"No, no." I say as I rock back and forth.

"Are you fucking happy?" I scream to my parents.

"You killed her." I scream.

Not knowing what to do I press play as they read off her note that she left.

"The note said:
Dear whoever finds this,
I figure this will be on the news but my dear Josh, you left and I didn't know why. So I decided I couldn't bear the pain so I left. I truly hope you hear this. I love you Josh.
                     Sincerely y/n.
Well whoever this Josh guy is I'm sorry for your loss. Please stay tuned for more. Your watching km news."

I drop the remote as I myself fall to the floor.

-2 years later-
I drop off some flowers by her grave.

"I'm sorry y/n my parents made me do it." I says tears already falling.

"I'll be with you soon, just you wait." I say as I walk off.

~5 hours later~
Tyler's POV
I cry as I hear the news reporters say these words.

"Josh dun was found dead In his bedroom floor because of a suicide attempt. His note read
I will finally be with my love y/n. That's all it said well I'm sorry for your loss but stay tuned for more your watch km news."
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Sorry for breaking your hearts...

Bye!