Band Imagines

147: Brallon

*warning: mentions suicide and self harm stay safe frens!*
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Brendon's POV
I woke up and shot out of bed realizing I had school.

I got up and quickly changed into some skinny jeans and a regular shirt.

Let me tell you a little bit about myself.

1. My dad is abusive towards me and my mom.
2. I'm gay
3. I self harm
4. I write songs and I sing but no one knows.
5. I'm planning on committing suicide someday, hopefully soon.
6. I'm always being bullied for the way I am
7. I'm 17 years old.

As soon as I get my mom safe I'll probably do it then.

I grab my stuff including my notebook full of my songs that I write.

I then walk out of the door trying not to wake my dad. 

As soon as I get on school campus I'm being called names. 

"Oh look it's the gay fag." One person said.

"Oh look it's him the emo cutter." Another one said.

I  blocked them out and walked into school.

I then see Dallon the guy I liked.

He would never like a guy like me and he wasn't gay.

In the middle of class at the end of the day people were throwing stuff at me.

Then something happened I never expected to happen.

Dallon stood In front of me and told them to stop.

Everyone's eyes were on us even the teacher was watching.

"Thank you Dallon." I say nervous.

"No problem." He says back just as the bell rings.

I get up and dash to a creek along with a gun in hand.

I changed my mind I was gonna kill myself today.

I stand at the edge of the creek and hold the gun to my head.

Dallon must have followed me because he then screamed.

"Brendon what are you doing don't do it."

But it was too late I pulled the trigger and dropped to the ground.

Dallon's POV

"NO!" I screamed as I raced towards Brendon.

I picked him up and held him in my lap while crying.

"Why bren?" I say.

I then looked at the gun and back to Brendon.

"I was gonna confess my love to you but since I can't do it here I might as well do it in heaven." I say as I get up and grab the gun. 

I pulled the trigger and fell down to the ground right by Brendon.

The love of my life.