Chapter 61

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Celeste
It's been forever it seems since I've seen Harry. I've heard he is doing really well. I've had the new album made in the a.m on repeat and I fall asleep to it. It's the closet thing I have to hearing his voice other then YouTube videos.

I miss him so much. I love him so much. I'm holding on to as much of us as I can to get me through days and nights. I still sleep in his hoodie he left at the house and it still amazes me it smells like him.

I graduate in May and here it is being December so only 5 months. I really hope somehow I can see Harry again. I should've never told him what I did, it was a mistake. I was addicted and I needed him more then a cigarette. He was my personal drug and I needed him. I needed every ounce of him.

I was in my apartment with the bestie cuddled up in his hoodie and I looked like a straight bum but I didn't really care.

I miss Harry so much and I've never loved him more than I did now and I even have been considering a future with him. Harry being a dad made me tear up. He would be such a great dad.

Maybe one day I'll see him again. I thought as I cupped my tea mug.

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