"A-Are you breaking up with me?" I asked.
"Yeah," Brendon said. "I can't take these games anymore."
"Bren," I said.
"I hope you're happy with yourself, Ryan," Brendon said as he lowered his head and walked away, leaving me standing there... Without a boyfriend.
I looked at Ryan and walked up to him.
"I fucking hate you," I said as I grabbed his shirt and pulled him towards me.
"Love you too," he said.
"This is all your fucking fault!" I shouted. "I lost the love of my life because of you!"
"Job well done," he said as he smiled.
"What the hell is your problem?!" I screamed.
"I want you," he said.
"Well that sure as hell isn't going to happen!" I said.
Ryan just smiled at me. I wanted to punch that smile right off of his face. He is the reason this happened! Ok, I am partly to blame, but it was mostly him! I just lost the one I loved the most and there's no way I'm getting him back. I will always love him, but I-I just don't know. I let go of Ryan and walked away. I let a few tears escape my eyes, but that was all. I walked home with my music blaring in my ears again. No singing, no nothing. Once I got home, I walked up to my room and sat on the floor against my bed, and that's when every emotion known to man came out. I think I cried nonstop for about a good hour or two. After I calmed down, I dug around in my pocket and found Spencer's number. I dialed it on my phone.
"Hey Spencer!" I said. "I might take you up on starting a band...."
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Is This Really What You Want? (Multiple Ship FanFic)
FanfictionBrallon. Ryden. Whatever. Fans have always been torn on which people they should pair together, but only the three members themselves know where they stand. And where they stand is in the middle of drama. Together, alone, whatever it may be, there i...
