{Not so} Daily whines

Chapter twenty - 14/5

I just got back from babysitting like an hour ago..

$60 in cash money my man yas

they pay better than my other customers thank gawd

woah I haven't updated in 11 days lol

*lays head on medieval beheading stump*

LOOLLLL KIDDING

soo anyways that's all I gotta say #peace #out #suckas

JOKES HE HE

SoOOOO I haven't updated my other story in like a week and I'm really stressing cause like I wanna update but what I've written so far is real shitty and I want it to be perfect and I feel like people won't take my book seriously cause it's kinda laid back and stuff and I can't think up a good ending or plot line.

so yeah basically it's a flop LOL

but yeah I'm definitely not going to abandon it like EVER till it's finished because hey, I'm not one to be a quitter :D

*Incoming seriousness*

okay so I've never ever talked about this to anyone except my family like EVER.

so yah know you're getting the inside scoop here Hahahah

alright so

I struggle, lmao it's not even like a painful thing that people get harmed by or whatever but yah I'm gonna say struggle.

So I struggle with this thing called KP. I'm not gonna say the full name cause it's evil LOL kys KP

I'll give you a break down of what it is:

basically it's a skin condition that occurs when your hair follicle is blocked with excess keratin. That then leads to the pore being blocked and it forms a little bump on the surface of your skin.

While some people will be like oh it's not that bad wtf well I mean yeah it would be fine if they were skin coloured but mine happen to be red.

Unfortunately that makes them much more noticeable, which leads to insecurities and hating body etc etc

Oh yeah you can get this on your upper arms, butt, thighs and sometimes cheeks. mines on my upper arms.

So this skin condition while not actually being a physically hurting thing it affects my self confidence. It also affects what I wear.

If you saw me out in public 9/10 times I will be wearing a long sleeved shirt, a jacket or a shirt sleeved shirt that the sleeves go to my elbows.

That's also the thing I'm worried about for the formal since I'll be wearing a dress, my arms will be exposed and basically no one, not even my date, is aware of my skin condition.

So I'm stressed asf

It's just something about me that is really annoying but I've gotten better at accepting it. Like I used to wear a sweatshirt all the time, even in summer and I would literally be sweating like crazy but I would refuse to take it off. Now I sometimes wear a singlet outside the house and that's a big deal for me haha

This is probs boring but writing it down is basically acting as a therapeutic thing.

I have nothing else to say really except a juicy piece of goss that is absolutely hilarious.

So my ex best friend who's new bff is Stacey:

well they aren't friends anymore.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH

ikr well, she chucked me and now they're done?! bish tF is dis

what I also find really funny is that me and Stacey are more of friends than any of my old squad.

LMAO the world is weird.

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peace homies and srry about the serious moment in there I just needed to say some shiz

thanks for reading :)

-Logan