The stars all fell out of alignment,
And the oxygen fell from the air
I couldn't swallow a single damn thing...
How I felt when you weren't there.
Falling forever through the fire,
Unable to close my eyes,
Screaming unheard
Tossing through the night.
Going half crazy, wondering if you were there
Behind every shadow, a doorknob away
Looking behind my shoulder in pain,
Trying to find another way.
When you weren't there....
After months of belonging
To this hell you put me in,
I finally see you're eyes
Finally coming home again....
But by now I am used to
How I feel when you left.
I would rather stay in the depths I am in
Than have to fall all over again.
