I find myself waiting
Unsure of what to do
Wishing I could say goodbye
To someone who does those things like you.
I cannot stand this reflection
That I see in eyes of flame
I do not want to look at you,
Or hear whispers of your name.
I still am in this limbo,
Wringing my hands and closing eyes
I do not want to give in
To your brutal lullabies.
For you hurt me baby,
Irrepairable damage done to a heart
I cannot leave you, know I should,
I guess I've known it from the start.
