I find myself in a tank just like before.
Something red is flowing into my throat.
This time the tank is smaller. I cannot see outside of the tank this time either. I don't hear anything, and it is silent.
For some reason I don't feel so insane.
Why? I don't regret any of it... but... if it ends in this... then...
I start to wonder if I really should of done all of this.
No... I had to... Otherwise who knows what would have happened...
I think back to what had happened in the past.
"I should stop this. I shouldn't do all these bad things. It's wrong," is what I had thought a few days ago. That was my final decision. To stop doing bad things.
At night I find myself thinking about something, but I don't know what it is.
"Hi," I say to my friend as we have lounge time now.
"Hello," she replies.
"What should we do?" she asks me.
"Hmm... we could talk," I suggest.
"That's fine with me."
"I... feel like something is wrong with me," I confess.
"You... do?" she asks me, looking at me confused.
"Yeah."
"How.... So?" she asks, a little afraid.
"I don't know," I say bluntly.
"You... don't? Shouldn't you try to figure out what it is? Maybe you could ask the scientists..." she says, with a creepy smile on her face.
"No! The scientists..." I start saying but I stop myself in time.
The scientists are evil.
"What about the scientists...? They aren't that bad... are they?" she asks me, the evil smile still on her face.
"No!" I yell, covering my hands over my ears.
She removes my hands from my ears.
"What's so bad about them?" she asks me.
"Nothing..." I say breathing heavily.
"Good. Now be a good little test subject and when you have testing next, tell the scientists about it," she says.
I nod my head in fear.
"I can't!" I blurt out.
"What's that?" she asks me.
"Go away!" I yell.
"Let's play a game!" she says innocently.
"Go away!" I yell, sobbing this time.
"But you love games!"
"Go!" I yell.
"I'm your friend."
"Go!" I yell again.
"Fine. Do what you want," she says, leaving.
"Was that your other friend?" someone asks me.
VOUS LISEZ
Test Subject #9536
Science-FictionIn the future, a girl is a test subject in a laboratory. She is the same as all other test subjects, just a test subject. She accepts this fate, as she knows nothing else. What she wishes true could be false. She used to want to know more, but now...
