Ex-Wife's Revenge

✔ Fifty-ninth Chapter

There you go! Thank you for waiting. ^^

-Aks

P.S. Thank you for your help sweetie. Enjoy this chapter.

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"I never thought that I would cry this much again. I never thought that I would experience this loss again...b-because," my voice cracked and I took a deep sigh. "Because I thought I won't lose anyone anymore for a time being. I thought I was done with my loved ones leaving me behind... b-but I-I was w-wrong."

I touched the name that is carved beautifully on the gravestone with my right trembling hand. My left one was also trembling as I cover my mouth to lessen the sound of my sobs.

"I'm s-scared..." I told him honestly. "So, so scared. I-I honestly don't know what to do anymore. It has been a month since that bastard Sylvester fired the gun and... a-and —"

I couldn't finish what I was going to say because I cried again.

"I'm scared," I whispered again. "I'm scared of being alone again. Of experiencing that loneliness again. Of waking up every morning without seeing him again... I'm so scared, my baby."

Nailibing na sa grave house ng mga Ayala ang baby angel ko at ngayon ay nandito nga ako sa puntod niya. I'm telling him what I'm feeling right now. How terrified I am since Xian has been in a coma for a month now.

That day, I thought I was going to be free from the Travis but they just won't stop holding me. He didn't stop. And when Xian closed his eyes, fainting from the loss of blood because of that gunshot, I knew right then that a huge part of me crumbled into million pieces.

And ever since the doctor who performed the operation to Xian told us that he's in state of coma, I slowly die inside. Because... that coma is his only salvation. If he wakes up, he made it. If not... I'll forever lose him.

"Baby ko," I sniffed. "Pakiusap naman oh, pakisabi k-kay Papa Jesus na w-wag muna please? W-wag niya muna sa'king kunin si Xian, please? Nakikiusap ako baby ko, k-kahit ibulong mo lang sa Kanya please? H-Hindi ko k-kasi alam ang mangyayari k-kapag nawala siya sa'kin baby eh. Hindi ko na kakayanin ang sakit."

I lay down on the floor and kissed my baby's name.

"Please baby ko?" I bit my bottom lip. "'Cause I will lose my mind if I ever lose Xian."

-x-

"Dear! Saan ka ba nagpunta? Gabing-gabi na! I have been worried sick and looking all over for you!"

Bungad sa'kin ni dear ng makauwi ako sa Krauss Mansion. I gave her a small smile.

"I'm sorry dear. I was with my baby and fell asleep. I didn't realize that it was a long sleep."

Niyakap niya ako bigla.

"D-Dear, alam kong nasasaktan ka ngayon. Kahit ako, kami, ay ganun din naman," hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong balikat. "You're not alone dear. P-Please naman oh, nagkaganun na nga si kuya, tapos mawawala ka pa sa'kin? D-Dear naman!"

"Huy ano ba!" saway ko at niyakap siya. "Hindi ako mawawala ano? Utak ko yes, pero katawan ko no."

Pinalo niya ako sa likod. "Ganun din yun! Ayaw ko ngang mawalan ng sister-in-law slash kinakapatid slash best friend! Di ko kakayanin 'yun dear!"

Natawa naman ako ng unti. "Drama mo dear!" suminghot ako. "Nasaan sila?"

Nagpunas muna siya ng luha bago sumagot. "Si Papa at itay Tino ay magkasama para makipagmeet sa attorney ng Travis. Kasi 'di ba nga? Binaril mo ang hayop na 'yun? Kahit hindi natuluyan dahil ang masasamang damo talaga ay mahirap mamatay, at least iika-ika na maglakad. Grabe ka din kasing bumaril dear! Dun mismo sa maaapektuhan ang paglalakad."