I love you , Why can't you love me back?

P30-Cuddle with him

TAO'S POV
as the game ended, I quickly run to Hee Rin as they get their prizes..
yeah.. Hee rin and that kid.. I don't know what's his name.. they won.
I glanced at Eunjung who was busy glaring at me..!!
I gulped heavily.. when three little kids start dragging me.. but I didn't mind.. I mean, this is the perfect way to entertain myself and to avoid Eunjung's evil stare.

we ran around the field as I chase the little boys..
and we started rolling like a buffalo as I caught them..
this is kinda fun. I feel like i'm in the same age as them..

it was already 7 pm.. I waved goodbye to the kids as I enter Hee Rin's car.
while Hee Rin was busy chatting with her friend..
I'm so tired so I think I'll take a nap..

I opened my eyes as I felt like the bed was moving..
oh.. I almost forgot.. I'm still in Hee Rin's car.
Hee Rin was busy driving while cursing the traffic..
I smiled at her angry face..
"yah.. oppa.. may I borrow your phone?! my phone battery dies" she said.
"okay."
I searched for my phone in my pocket.. but no phone to be found..
what the!?!!.. I just put it here..

"omo!! I lost my phone!" I cried..
"what?! where did you put it?" Hee rin asked worriedly.
"I remember putting it inside my pocket, but it's not here anymore"
"omo.. maybe you dropped it somewhere while we're playing"
"maybe.. uuurrrggghhh.. my phone"
I feel so exhausted.. I lost my loving phone..

as I enter my house, I hurriedly ran to the living room where the telephone was placed and I quickly dialed my number.
and it was ringing!!..
I hope someone would pick up..

"hello?" the voice said from another line. she's a girl.
"oh.. good evening.. uhmm.. I am the owner of that phone" I said.
"so?"
"uh-uhmm.. sorry for disturbing you, but mind if I meet you up tomorrow to get my phone back?" I asked with my cute and convincing voice.
"where?"

I told her to meet me up tomorrow at the coffee shop.. [A/N: don't ask me where's the specific place. keke. just think of any place in korea where there is a coffee shop]
she just hung up coldly before I could say thank you..
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YOUR POV
I enter our house only to find my Luhan sleeping on the couch..
why is he sleeping here?
is he waiting for me?
that was cute.. keke.. I think I'm blushing right now...
I went closer to him as I bend to look at his angelic face...
he's so pretty..
"yah.. why are you staring at me?" he suddenly said as he open his one eye.
"oh.. nothing.. uhmm why are you sleeping here?" I asked as I straightened my body.
"I'm waiting for you.. do you know what time is it? why are you so late?" he asked countless questions.
"uhmm.. there's traffic so---"
"traffic? then why aren't you answering your phone? I called you several times"
"uhmm.. my battery di--"
"then why didn't you borrow Tao's phone to call me?" he asked continuously.. and he always cuts me off!! I didn't even get the chance to finish my sentence!
"cause he lost his phone" I sighed. he just rolled his eyes..
"are you doubting?" I asked as I raised my eyebrow.
"I don't know" he said as he crossed his arms then he looked away.
"whatever!"

I walk to my room and throw my bag on the bed.
I searched for my pajamas in my closet.. when Luhan barge in my room.
he sat on my bed with his arms crossed while watching me.
"what are you doing here?" I asked.
"why? am I not allowed to sleep with my wife?" he said with his serious face. I just sighed.
ofcourse I'm so crazy as I hear those words..
but.. I'm kinda disappointed at the same time..
he's so demanding...
he didn't trust me.
and a relationship with no trust is like a car with no gas.. you can stay in it but it won't go anywhere..
and I don't want that to happen..

I walk in the bathroom to take a shower..
this day is so tiring...
I was drying my hair with my towel as I walk back to my room..
Luhan was roaming around and would touch everything inside my room.
then he went to my study table as he played with my ballpens.. then he stopped as he slowly gets my notebook that was hiding under my books.
he was about to open it when I realize.... it's my diary!!!
"yah! don't touch that!" I shouted as I snatched my diary away from him.
"why?" he asked with his eyes wide open..
"because it's my life in here, and it's private!" I explained as I hug my diary.
"tch. whatever"
he just throw himself on my bed while rolling his eyes.
"yah.. what's wrong with you? why so moody?" I asked as I sat on the edge of the bed.
"you don't know?" he asked as he sat up.
"no."
"because I'm jealous!! I'm jealous that you spend most of your time with Tao!" he shouted.. then he walked out leaving me here dumbfounded..
omo.. jealous?
my Luhan is jealous? did I heard it right?
I felt my butterflies in my stomach going crazy again..
I love the way he gets mad because of jealousy..
Isn't it nice to know that your love was jealous? cause it only proves that he doesn't want to lose you..

I'm still blushing while rewinding every second that happened awhile ago..
omo... Iuhan.. why are you like this???
I can't stop from smiling like an idiot!!

I was already in my dreamland when a loud thunder woke me up.
I'm not afraid of thunder.. but tonight is different..
it was too loud that my head started pounding..
uuurrrggghhh!!!
I can't even sleep!!

I quietly walk infront of Iuhan's room and knocks on his door.
he didn't answer.. so I just opened the door and went closer to his bed while hugging my pillow.
"yeobo.." I mumbled. He's asleep.
I lie beside him as I rest my head on his arms stretched out.
I was facing his bare chest as I push my ears to his chest as I listen to his heartbeat.
lying next to him.. feeling the heat from his body.. hearing the small sounds that announce Luhan's presence..breathing..
smelling the perfume he wear.. seeing the shape under the bedclothes that means I am not alone.
knowing that if I have a nightmare, he will hold me and comfort me.
feeling, seeing, hearing, smelling, knowing that someone is there..


LUHAN'S POV
I pretend that I was asleep..
Hee Rin was lying beside me..
and I can feel her breath on my bare chest.. We cuddle closer as it gets chilly.
she's asleep now.. Blissful. Beautiful in slumber.
it makes my heart melt to know that she feels safe in my arms. That the world cannot hurt her here.
I feel so alive as an angel rests here beside me..
though I can't spend my vacation out of town cause I have lots of work.
but knowing that Hee Rin is beside me, then this vacation is the best.

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