Lost Love [Book 3] (Not Edited)

C.7 (part three)

||August Alsina||

"Okay... Okay." I nodded. "I'm sorry though. Just kno that." I said as we finally pulled into the driveway. "You fagive me?"

"I have no choice." She said
"I need your help getting up and out though."

"I got you." I told her and then woke the kids up and unlocked the door for them to go on in. I went to pick up and carry Kayla into the house. I carried her to the room and laid her down in the bed. "The floors clean?" She asked

"Yeah.. I called a maid in to do it." I said causing her to shoot up.

"A maid? Since when you start having maids? They better be old as fuck and not be fucking flirting with you. You better not fucking been flirting with them either."

"Chill out!" I chuckled

"I'm dead ass serious Aug."

"Aight.. One of them's about our age, an tha otha ones about fourth somethin'."

"Okay? Y'all been messin around?"

"Nah.. She a slick one though,  bur I been too busy with tha kids, and befo they found out whea you was an I found you, I was finna put my career on hold. But I haven't really had time to be home really. They hea' from eleven in tha mornin, til nine at night, and that's only three days out of a week."

"Mhm. Let me fuckin find out."

"They'll be hea ta'morrow."

"Okay, and so will I." She mugged me.

"I missed you so fuckin much." I smiled "You're beautiful as hell." I pecked her forehead
"I don't know why I looked at you different. I was just hurt and jealous. But it wasn't your fault." I shook my head.

"It's fine." She said quickly looking down and ashamed.

"Lift ya head up." I said raising her chin with my finger.

She slightly smiled. "I don't think there has been anyone that's been through anything I've been through. I've been raped, abused, on my death bed, and everything else. Like when I look back on the previous shit that's happened in my life it's just unbelievable. I wouldn't want ANYONE to go through the shit I've been through. So August.... Please, just PLEASE! Promise me that you will always be here to protect Ayla. The boys are fine. But you know how with girls its a different situation. I'm always going to try to be here for my kids. I know Ayla isn't used to me like the boys are for some reason, but I want her to be as close to gkh as I was with my father. But when I lost him, it's like my life went downhill from there. UGH!!" She held her head "I'm making a long ass speech that don't even make sense! Look. Just please don't put yourself in a position to where we all would loose you.  Ayla's already close to you so. There. Just think about what you do before you do it. Remember that."

I nodded. Thinking about all the shit she just said. I sat there nodding. 

"Sing to me." She said.

"Only because I love tha fuck outta you." I smiled and started singing Best Of Me by Tyrese.

"What a joy it is to be loved by you
My most precious gift, my guardian angel
I believe god sent you here to slow me down
And so whatever it takes, Imma keep you around baby.

I feel I could conquer the world with you by my side
Cause of your unconditional love baby that's why
You bring out the best in me, cause you are the best baby......"

||Kayla Phillips||

August just held me. Singing to me. All of these songs, I've missed this so much.

"Na' you sing ta me mama." He said patting, and rubbing my thigh.

"What you want 'dad'." I laughed to myself

"Is you Ayla?" He asked

"Pshh nah."

"Is you Anthony, Antonio, or Antoine?"

"No boy damn." I turned around to face him. He rubbed the side of my face "Then why you calling me dad?" He chuckled "It's daddy."

"K." I said dryly. He frowned

"I'm kidding daddy." I smiled
"What you want me to sing to you?" I asked

"What'd you sing to me when we was at yo crib a few years back?"

"August... I don't even remember how old I am." I said. He started laughing.

"I'm forreal." I said in all seriousness.

He stopped laughing.,"I'm sorry baybeh... You twenty-six, ya birthday in a few months."

"I feel so stupid." I shook my head.

"You not. You been through a lot. But you sung Weak by SWV." He said

"Okay... Sing along with me?" I asked

"Aight I'll join in." He said. I nodded and began singing.

" I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing
It's a feeling that I don't understand

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak
I lose all control and something takes over me.."

He joined
"In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak." He stopped

"Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong it keeps on holding on Resistance is down when you're around, starts fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, oh

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak
I lose all control and something takes over me
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak

I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off my feet

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak
I lose all control and something takes over me
In a daze and it's so amazing, it's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride, your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your loving makes me weak......"
I just sang until I felt myself dozing off.

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