A painter's game - Tom Kaulitz

Obsession

(Um nsfw n smut warning, y'all are either going to hate or love me for this.)

I felt as his hands were on my neck. It terrified me a bit, but he was gentle. And his kisses passionate.

I wanted more but I was also afraid.

I felt as he just wanted to hurt and damage my body, but he just painted on it instead.

I was afraid that he would tore me apart but he healed me.

His face was buried in my mind.

His touch was warm and soft, not like it used to be.

I used to be afraid of his touch, afraid of him.

But now I felt like I was in control. I wasn't afraid anymore.

I sat up as I continued to kiss his soft lips.

He wanted more and I could tell.

I placed my hand around his head.

His hands still placed gently on my neck.

I couldn't stop smiling from this feeling, I wanted to keep this feeling with me forever.

And this was the first time I had finally smiled for what Tom had done. For the first time in my life, I was happy.

I felt at peace when his arms were around me.

I felt like I was home.

He continued to kiss me and then let go to catch his breath.

I couldn't help but to laugh.

He laughed and looked at me as he panted.

He went in for another kiss but I stopped him by placing my hand against his mouth.

I smiled as he looked at me confused.

I looked into his deep eyes.

I let go of his mouth gently.

I then placed my hands around his neck.

"I'll let you do anything to me" he whispered.

That made me smile as I then kissed him softly on his lips.

He placed his arms around my waist.

He was mine, and I his.

I pushed him down on the bed making him groan.

I sat on top of him now as I kissed him.

I wasn't used to be in control

He started to pull up his shirt as I helped him.

I did the same. But my eyes still attached to him.
And his eyes stuck on mine.

He could tell that I was nervous.

We both undressed as I knew what was going to happen.

I sat on top of him as he looked at me.

I placed my hand on his chin as I pulled in for another kiss. I couldn't stop kissing him.

It was all I wanted

He kissed me back and then kissed my neck.

He made marks on my neck as I breathed.

I felt as his tongue touched my skin.

He continued to kiss places on my body while he held on to my waist.

I noticed that He kissed every place where he had hurt me. Every single bruise and scar he had caused, he kissed.

I wasn't used to being felt like this.

He was now shirtless and so was I. I felt cold but near him made me warm.

I started to unclip my bra as he kissed me.

I placed my hands on his chest as he didn't stop kissing my body.
He started to take off his boxers, exposing his naked body.

But he made sure to make me feel Safe and comfortable.
As I kissed him now on his mouth, he would place his hand on my chest and another to my lower back.

I felt safe as how gentle he was. I didn't know how long it would last.

He suddenly grabbed me and twisted me so I now was on my back. I slightly moaned from the sudden movement, but I liked it.

I smiled as I felt him over me.

His strong hands around my waist, it made me feel something.

He kissed my back gently while dragging my hair out of the way.

"You okay?" He whispered in my ear.

I nodded for I loved it.

His hands on my back made me arche.

He dragged down my panties.

I closed my eyes, feeling embarrassed.

I could feel him play with me with his hands.
He was gentle but I couldn't stop myself from moaning.

I tried to keep myself together but I couldn't.

I tried to be the one in control but I was too weak for him.

He continued to rub and play with me as I whined.

He stopped for a second as I felt him get closer now with his whole body.

"Are you ready?" He grunted.

"Yeah.." I breathed as I now knew what he was going to do.

I felt it go deeper inside me as I gasped.

I gripped on to the sheets.

My mouth was open as he gently went deeper.

I couldn't help myself from making sounds.

He placed his hands on my waist as he went back and fourth slowly.

My back arched as I placed my hands around my mouth to not make noise.

He placed one hand on my hair as he went faster.

I was barley able to handle it.

I could feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat.

He was breathing heavily while going deeper and faster.

"Tom.." i breathed.

Knowing he was making me miserable but I loved it.

"You can handle it." He smiled as he went rougher.

I whined from every touch.

He went faster and faster and I couldn't handle it anymore.

"Cmon make some noise.." he breathed heavily.

I let go of my hands and I couldn't stop whining from his touch.

He went faster before he came.

I moaned but I placed my hand against my mouth again.

He grunted as he let go of me.

I breathed heavily and unable to move.

He dragged my hair away from my neck

He smooched my neck as he patted my head.

"Good girl.." he whispered in my ear.

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