Dreaming

Chapter 26 🔞

BF/N POV

You just left the hospital where your best friend is currently dealing with physical repercussions of the wreck. You try to shake it off so you can focus on driving, because what you saw has scared you shitless.

You pull up at your best friends house without realizing it. You zoned out the entire drive there, which honestly wasn't a good thing. You put your car in park and you exit your vehicle.

You're slowly walking to the front door, but it opens before you get there. You see Tae and Yoongi walk out, and you didn't know what to think. You're still slightly zoned out.

"Y/N?" You hear Yoongi say.

You can't respond, the shock of the whole thing showing. You feel his hands on your shoulders, and you look up at him. You don't know what he sees, but he takes the keys from your hand and hands them to Tae.

"You have the address, and you have her things." Yoongi says, still focused on you, "Let us know when you get there."

You're confused, "What? No, she wants me to come back with her stuff." You say.

"You're in no condition to drive right now. You can't help her if you get into a wreck yourself because of the shock." Yoongi says.

You're silent for a second, but ultimately nod in agreement. You see Tae run to your car out of the corner of your eye, but your still focused on Yoongi.

You see him walk behind you, his hand on the small of your back. You feel the slight push of his hand, moving you softly to the door.

You open it and walk in, taking your shoes off at the door. You don't know what to think or what to feel. But you can feel you anxiety causing tightness in your chest.

"Yoongi." You say. He looks at you and he pulls you into a hug. You hug him back, tighter than what he's holding you as. You feel the tears well up in your eyes and your breathing becomes shallow.

"Come, jagiya." He says softly, pulling away from you.

You nod and wipe your tears from your eyes. You follow him into the living room, where everyone is looking at you with concern and worry. You see Yoongi shake his head as he walks you to your best friends room.

You hear the door shut behind you as you walk to the bed, which still hasn't been made yet. You feel him pull you down on the bed, and he moves in front of you. He squats down and looks up at you.

"Talk to me, Y/N." He says.

The tears well up in your eyes again as you remember in vivid detail the events of the wreck. Your breathing is shallow again and you start to shake.

"Yoongi.. I've never been more terrified in my life, until now." You say, the tears flowing down, "She was behind me. I watched the car hit her. I watched the whiplash from my rear view mirror."

Your breathing is getting worse and you feel like you're about to crumble, "I stopped the car in the middle of the road and started running. I watched her cut off her own seatbelt and get out from the passenger side door. Her car is totaled, completely fucked." You say in between your breaths.

He reaches to grab your hands into his, "Breathe." He says softly.

You laugh, "Easier said than done. Because right now all I can see is her on the ground and not responding. All I can hear is her more worried about the other driver, that she pulled out of his car by herself."

The tightening in your chest is getting worse, you try to take deeper breaths but it's only coming out more shallow, "They wouldn't let me back in her room at the hospital for a while. I couldn't see her, Yoongi. I didn't know if she was okay. I almost got kicked out because I kept arguing with nurses and doctors to let me back there."