Entry Twenty Three (same day): 3/6

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Ugh! I can't sleep! The party was intimidating in the beginning, then I got envious and flattered at the same time. Then I was angry. Okay, here's how.


Chris was freaking flirting with another girl! Some red head with no boobs and a revealing bathing suit. I know I was being a party pooper and after Chris threw me into the pool I didn't feel like swimming anymore, but that doesn't mean he go and flirt with someone in front of me! No, I'm glad I saw it or else I'd be living in his lie. God, am I just some type of joke to him? Something to tamper with?


Connor came to the party and he said he broke up with Joseline. He even apologized on her behalf. I was so flattered! He wanted to start over with me. I'm not sure if I'm an idiot but I accepted it.


The car ride was full of tension (because of me). Campton was all excited and Chris was acting like nothing happened. The red head kissed him on the cheek and he did nothing about it! Nothing! He smiled and just continued giving her a piggy back ride. What the heck? What's wrong with me? Am I just a joke? Why doesn't God want me to be happy?

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