💕 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓷 𝓞𝓯 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 ( 𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓽 4 ) 💕

1.4K 118 20
                                    

Ok first of all sorry for late posting, actually my internal's are going on and my notes are incomplete 🙂🥺 so I am really really really tensed and couldn't write anything until and unless my internal's get's over.

Sorry 🙂

......

Ani's pov:

"What the hell is happening?" I said confusingly and looked at her but again I turned my face

Her saree was sticking to her body and it was almost transparent and I could she almost everything. I have to do something bondita can't stay like this otherwise she might get sick.

But how?

We both are stuck here, I don't know how both the door got stucked together. I will think about later first let me do something so that bondita won't feel embarrassed.

I took out a saree from the cupboard and knotted it in either side of the room making it a barrier between us. Although the saree wasn't enough to work as a barrier but it could work for now.

"Bondita you can change now without any hesitation, I know that I have made a barrier with saree but still it's not enough so I will turn around until you get changed" I said before turning around

I could hear the opening sound of the cupboard and closing.

( BOLD WRITTING IS FOR ANIRUDH'S POV AND UNDERLINED FOR BONDITA'S POV )

I couldn't help but smile when he only thought about my comfort and discomfort, I already knew that he would never look at me in a way which could make feel uncomfortable or afraid but I still wanted to do this and again I am proved wrong.

And I was happy to be proved wrong by him again and again.

How can I not fell for this man?

I was waiting for bondita to get changed so that she could sleep earlier but the thing I didn't notice was the mirror.

I was standing opposite to the mirror and I could see the reflection of bondita through the mirror. I saw her saree falling down in floor and her bare legs, I know it's wrong to see her like this but I couldn't take my eyes of her bare legs.

And after that I saw...I atleast drank two glass of water to control my racing heart.

I...I saw h..her...oh god I can't say it...you guys understand it.

Soon she removed the saree and came towards me in her night saree.

Bondita you should sleep now I said before going towards the couch.

Sleep? no I can't sleep this early...I have so many things to talk with him

Barrister babu...I tired to say something but he interrupted in between

Bondita sleep we have a lot of works to do for your marriage he said sternly

I couldn't help but get angry on him for mentioning about the marriage and went towards the bed and laid on it.

( IN THE BELOW PART BOTH WERE TALKING THROUGH THEIR EYES AND READING EACH OTHER'S HIDDEN EMOTION )

I indeed have a lot of work to do for her m...marriage.

Whenever I think about her marriage with someone else my heart pains a lot but I can't tell this to anyone because if anyone got to know about this then they will not this marriage happen especially bondita.

She lucky that she can express her feelings to everyone and everyone is with her but what about me? only I know how I am controlling myself from running towards her and confessing about my feelings.

I know he is in pain and he can't even express it to anyone. Why? Why barrister babu? why are you enduring all this pain alone? why can't you share your pain with your bondita?

Don't you trust your bondita?

I trust you bondita...more than myself I trust you but I can't risk your future. For your future I can even separate you from myself, for me your future is more important.

And what about me? am I not important for you

You are...nothing is as important as you

Huh...but just now you said that nothing is as important as my future, you are so unpredictable.

I...I am unpredictable like seriously, all these years it's me who handled each and every mood swings of your.

But after this marriage will my husband too handle all my mood swings like you? what if he doesn't take good care of me? what if he doesn't take care of me like you do?

He will bondita coz he is your friend, he knows everything about you.

But he is not my sakha babu, my rakhshak babu, my birristra babu. He is not you patibabu, no one can be like you. No one can understand your bondita like you do, no one can pamper your bondita like you do, no one can love your bondita like you do.

What if...what if in future he brings second wife in house and treat me like a trash? what if he leaves me alone and makes me a chodi hui aurat again?

The thought of second wife and left out alone in samaj scares me a lot patibabu, I still didn't recovered from the past wounds what if he gives me new wounds? what would you do?

Kill him! I would kill each and every person who will try to hurt you bondita

But in what basis? in what relation?

In the relation of your sakha babu, your shikshak babu

But he will have more rights on me then you as he will be my husband and a shikshak babu can't interfere in his students life moreover if you really kill him won't you make me a widow?

Widow?

The thought of her in wife saree with no hair, living her life miserably without any colors in her life with tasteless food scares me till core.

What if the so called samaj forces her for sati and he won't be able to save her, no I can't let it happen...no way.

END OF THE POV'S

He looked at bondita who was slept because of tiredness while Anirudh was tensed, he now started regretting his decisions.

What if his one decision of making her good future destroys her life?

But still somewhere he wanted this marriage for her sake.









.





.



I wanted to write more but haven't thought about the next part and couldn't help myself from posting it 🥺


.

Don't forget to vote and comment


.

Till then bye bye

𝒜𝒩ℐ𝒟ℐ𝒯𝒜 : ℬ𝒰ℛ𝒩ℐ𝒩𝒢 ℒ𝒪𝒱ℰ🔞 ( OS/ TS/ SS ) Completed ✅Where stories live. Discover now