- Yep, you've guessed it! It was ....
- Harry.
"Seriously Harry?" I spoke squinting at him just thinking, this boy really wants some sex doesn't he? I do to but .. I'm pregnant, and I gotta control my hunger for him aswell. "Yes seriously." He smirked at me. "Back of Harry I want to sleep ! " I pratically screamed to his face turning around covering my face with the blanket.
"I'm sorry, I cam to apologize. What I did was wrong okay?" He whispered hugging me a little then his arms slowly left my waist, " That was all.." I heard foot steps walking away and the door shut again making it darker then it is with my eyes shut.
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"Good Morning!" Louis sung into my ears, I quickly woke up and realized I slept on the same bed as Louis was. Then it hit me... he took me up here and slept on the floor, he is to sweet... no stop no he isn't he's a total dick head!
"Morning.." I sung back to him uncovering myself and slowly getting up off of the comfy bed, "How long have I've been asleep? It looks a little to bright to be morning." I asked scratching my neck and yawning really loud.
"Hmm.. it's 8:23 AM. Harry went out to get some orange juice for breakfast that hasn't been made yet cause I couldn't find the batter." He answered back, I giggled a little and walked into the living room to see Louis sitting there looking deeply towards the fridge.
"Tough night huh? You know.. last night." I asked sitting next to him criss cross apple sauce. He let out a soft chuckle and turned to face me giving me an ear to ear grin. "Yea.. sorry if I made your boyfriend run off like that." He winked making me let out a soft giggle.
"It's alright, well.. I kicked him out you didn't really scare him." I joked pinching his arm as hard and soft as I can, he lifted my hand off his arm and placed it on his lap. "I know that happened, I winked which ment I was joking." He whispered, " Yea right." I removed my hand from his lap.
"You know.. you are so beautiful, you remind me so much of Skyler. I like that sorda." His voice went soft and shaky and I felt as if the water works were trying to escape and bring him down into tears in the mention of my name, I couldn't help but let a small stream of tear escape my eye. "Thanks... I guess that's a good thing, I wish she was still here with you so I can see how playful and lovable you were to her." I whispered voice cracking just thinking to deep into the memories that I'll treasure for ever.
"I really did love her. I really did, he small shy smile, her wide grin dimpled smile, her voice, her beautiful teal colored eyes with her long gorgeous full black hair. The way her fat body seemed like it was skinny which didn't really matter, how we would play fight with our feet and the way her soft pink lips touched my lips. It was a miracle running into her videos. It really was. I would always treasure the day where I first saw the video. Also that one day were she sang one of my band's song nd she feel inlove with my voice. It warmed me up knowing I might have a chance with her. And now that I had the chance... I blew it and there's no way of going back and treating her right this time." He poured his feelings out wiping away the pre-tears, I handed him a box of tissues and right when I put my arm around him he lost it and dived into me hugging me tight and crying into my chest.
I patted his back softly and hummed some random sweet tunes into his ear as he cried, I began to cry just not knowing this. This feeling he had for me, and to top it off... this wasn't half of it. I knew he had more feelings bottled up in his body, but to ' manly ' to open it up and release. " You can show me now i'm here..." I whispered into his ear really low so he wouldn't hear a thing.
The door cracked open and the sounds of grocery bags filled the silence of the house, Harry gave me a smile and picked up 5 bags at a time from the outside porch filling up my kitchen with around 35 bags. "I'm back and I brought some goods." He smiled throwing my car keys on the love seat. He realized Louis silently asleep with dry tears on each eye and each cheek.
"What happened?" He asked rushing towards us, I motioned him to stop as I slowly got off the couch trying not to wake up Louis, "Harry we need to talk." I whispered walking towards him grabbing his shoulder and leading him into the nearest bathroom.
"What's up?" He asked looking into my eyes deeply, I can tell cause when his ' U ' smile goes upside down, and his eye brow's go up and his eyes turn dark green... he's paying deeply attention to you.
"Ugh.. I couldn't help but cry along when Louis poured half of his feelings out to Kelly! I can't take it... I want to tell hi-"
"Don't tell him! We aren't going through this much trouble just for you to give up in the first 4 or 3 days okay?" He grabbed both of my shoulders and shook me back and forth. I frowned and backed away from him.
"I'm not going to tell him! If you let me finish, I was going to say I want to tell him but I can't. So how bout letting another 1D member know?" I suggested. I have no idea how that'll do us any good but it is just worth a try to see what would happen you know? I mean, I could trust these boy's with all my life so there's no worries.
"Erm, I don't know Skyler." He told me sounding a little uncertain.
"C'mon who do you trust so so so much??" I begged him holding his hand squeezing it tighter everytime I begged more and more.
"Liam... Yea Liam. He's a nice sweet guy right?" He said coming out like a quesiton I bit my lips and giggled. "Yea he is all of that huh?" Harry nodded and looked down at my feet, "Fuzzy Frog socks? Really?" He smiled looking back up at me.
"Hey don't judge me, my little ape!" I joked around making a monkey face he face palmed me and we laughed for a while and go back on track. "So when should we tell him?" I asked.
"I'm thinking after... let's wait 2 months yea? So we have a reason to come over and visit if you know what I mean?" He said pointing at my belly. "2 months it is." I whispered hugging Harry tight. "Youre a best guy friend any one could ever ask for in this type of situation." I told him rubbing his back, he just replied with a simple yea and the room went silent.
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