Random oneshots :)

82-father!mycroft holmes x daughter!reader

"going home miss holmes?" the driver asks. "you know it" you nod, and the car starts moving.

you look out the window while drinking your coffee, and reflect back.

your whole body feels like... you have no body, and your brain feels like tv static.

a slow smile grows on your face.

that was so... fun!

you get to the garage and leave the house, and as you enter inside the holmes manor of the british government, you see your father going for the door.

"dad!" you call, a smile grows on your face and your back straightens as you see him. he seems to be leave for work, but also, he always works.

he raises his face from his phone and gives you half a smile, "oh, {Y/N}" he walks closer to you and pets your shoulder, "i didnt know you were out, where were you?"

of course he didnt know i wasnt home...

"i-i was just at rileys" you murmur, smiling back a smaller smile. he hums and already looks at his phone again, "alright, im leaving, be safe" and with a small kiss to your forehead, hes already out the door.

the door closes, and you are alone at home. the big, empty, cold house.

"oh shit" you grab your head, shutting your eyes harshly. oh god, what am i thinking?! shooting heroin?! what i crazy? how can i do this to dad? to sherlock? how can i?!

with these thoughts bugging your head, you found yourself in your room, dawning down 'calming pills', and rather quickly, you fall asleep.

**

gaining conseancess back is kind of scary, mainly when you get back to in the middle of class or in the middle of eating, getting back to yourself and actually stop being a body without a mind.

today, you sudennly gasp and fall from your chair, hypervantilating and taking your time to remember that you are in school.

"are you okay?" "{Y/N}" you can look up, and you see your friends and classmates and your teacher, but you cant hear anything as you breath harshly, eyes hurting and your whole body in pain.

your whole body feels stiff but you cant get up, and soon, two of your friends pick you up, hanging your arms around their shoulders and take you to the nurses office.

you sit there on the seat, the nurse infront of you, checking your heart beat and blood preassure.

sudennly, you stand up in the middle of blood preasure checking and run over to the sink, double over, and vomit.

while you stand there, panting and puking ocassionaly, the nurse holds back your hair gently, rubbing your back and asking you questions. you dont answer any.

after washing out your mouth, you ask to lay down, and right as you do, you pass out again.

**

"hey... {Y/N}..." you open up your eyes and see your friend standing above you, shaking your shoulder, "your drive is here"

after some failed steps and a few sips of water, you get your bag and stumble out of the school and to the black car, sitting inside it.

"going home ms holmes?" the driver asks. after a deep breath, you shake your head, and open your wallet to check how much money you have.

"im going to rileys" you say, and the driver gets you to the address of your friend, leaving you there.

as the car speeds away, you walk downtown and under the bridge, where you find an old man with a box beside him.