[Cuddle me in] (6th member)
After the three of you ran from the massive mob of screaming fans that only seemed to build, you had all seemed to have ended up crammed back in the car you first came in. Harry, Niall and yourself including Paul and two other security guards were now panting thoroughly in the vehicle you used as an escape.
"I-is everyone ok?" Paul looked back at the three of you that were dog piled in the back seat.
"Fine." Harry breathed pulling himself up from underneath Niall's back. Niall had caught your fall and held you securely in his chest, his feet planted firmly against the inside of the back door. "Niall?"
"I'm good." He slowly sat up and pulled you with him though as you comfortably seated yourself on his lap. "(Y/N)?" You went to speak about your health of being completely fine as well but winced putting a hand over your neck. Niall noticed and lifted his hand before carefully pulling yours away. "Jesus..." He went wide eyed staring intently at your neck. "Are you ok baby? Do you feel any pain?"
"I'm a bit numb." You whispered and spotted Harry's eyes widen at you as well.
"Holy shit." You blinked back and scrambled around you purse that had fallen onto the floor before taking your phone out. Putting it on reverse camera lens, you held it up to where the numb pain was coming from only to go wide eyed yourself.
There were there visible scratches and lines of blood running down your skin. It wasn't overly horrible, but bad enough to make a cry of panic leave your mouth.
"What's wrong with her?" Paul asked leaning back towards the back seat.
"She's bleeding badly. Someone must have really long nails to have made it this bad."
"Harry shut up. You're not helping." Niall narrowed his eyes at the brunette before cupping your face. "Calm down princess. You're not going to die." Rocking back and forth, you gripped Niall's collar and winced as your breathing began to quicken. "(Y/N0. (Y/N) look at me."
Your hands began to fidget and you gripped Niall's hair and messed his styled hair before tugging at his collar.
"Is she-"
"Having a panic attack." Paul put a hand on your shoulder and Niall wrapped his arms tightly around your waist as you began to shake.
"N-N..." You whimpered as Niall whispered calming things into your ear. Your fingernails scratched at his arms around you though Niall didn't flinch. Deep red marks were scratched up his arms and it stung like a fresh bee sting but Niall didn't make any movements to show his pain.
"Get the pills out."
"No!" Niall yelled. He hated having to force pills down your throat every time you became like this. "I can calm her!"
"Niall. Give (Y/N) to me."
"I swear I can calm her!" Niall snapped as Paul looked at Harry and the other two security guards.
"I'm so sorry Niall."
. . .
It was a short time before you came back to the tour bus. Niall tried to keep you against him and you wanted nothing more than his protection. You didn't want to be like this. You didn't want to be a burden on anyone you tour with.
"Grab her ankles.�"
"No!" Niall yelled as both of the back car doors opened. Harry moved out of the way and made his way straight into the tour bus. Knowing he'd need help from the rest of the boys. A security pulled Niall back as Paul and the second security guard yanked you backwards. You had become a bit sober compared to how you were a few minutes ago. But you were still in a raw state and Paul believed these pills were the best answer.
"(Y/N)!" Niall cried as he was dragged to the bus. You tried to fight against the security and Paul but to no avail. Suddenly, the tour bus door slammed open and Louis was the first one out. He was your best friend and much closer to you other than the other boys other than Niall.
"What's going on?!" Liam yelled being the next out of the bus. Paul took the small bag from his pocket and opened up your prescription tablets.
As the security held your jaw, you thrashed around rejecting the pills.
"Leave her! Can't you see you're making it worse?!" Louis yelled shaking Paul's arm. Paul put his hand over your mouth and forced the tablet into your mouth.
You refused to swallow it but it became harder. You wanted to vomit, gag. The saliva was building up until your body finally took it.
Paul pulled his hand away and shook Louis off.
"Take her to her bunk bed." He instructed. Louis snatched you away and carried you past the other boys into the bus. Liam stormed angrily over to Paul ready for a yelling match though was already having one with the security guard who shoved Niall inside.
Niall banged and screamed on the door before Louis opened it.
"Oh my god!" He fell to his knees and Louis gave you to him. Harry watched silently from the kitchen as Niall picked you up and carried your slowly fading unconscious body into the bunk bed room.
Sniffling, you looked down at you after placing you onto your shared bed.
"Baby." He whimpered crawling in and snuggling up to you. Never intending to let go or let anyone make you tablets again.
