I Belong To The Mafia Leader

• Chapter fourteen •

• Sae-mi's PoV •

After he left I couldn't sleep. I guessed it was Lee-Rang who called him but what could've been that urgent that he had to go at this time? I didn't know much about how he worked, so I supposed this was normal for him.

I turned around in the bed. I winced as the soreness between my legs grew. I didn't know if this was supposed to happen but whatever he did to me left me speechless. Never in a million years I would've thought of being touched like that.

I was about to find some sleep when I heard voices from outside.

"Where is she?" His voice echoed.

My brows furrowed as I sat up in the bed. Yoongi? He was back? I slowly got out from the bed and walked over to my door. As I was about to open it it was pulled open from the other side. I looked up at him as he stood outside the room. He suddenly stepped forward and pulled me into a hug. My eyes widened at his sudden action.

I slowly raised my arms and hugged him back. His hand rested on the back of my head as he pressed my face into his chest. "You're still here." He whispered. He placed a small kiss on the crown of my head.

My brows furrowed as I looked up at him. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Where would I go?" I continued. He let out a sigh and let go of me. "Don't worry, princess. You're here and I'm okay." He said looking down at me. I slowly nodded. He already looked stressed and I didn't want to ask any more questions.

"I want to sleep with you tonight." He said walking towards the bed. "H..here?" I repeated. He nodded still facing the bed. I slowly walked up behind him. Stepping past him, I crawled back onto the bed. I watched as he took his black blazer off. My eyes widened when his shirt came into my view.

"Blood." I said pointing at his shirt. There was a blob of blood just under his rib cage and a few other splats. "A...are you hurt?" I asked leaning towards him.

He began unbuttoning his shirt. "It's not my blood, princess" he said glancing up at me. I paused. I pressed my lips together and nodded. I watched as he took his time with each button. When be reached the last one he suddenly stopped. My eyes flickered up to his face.

"I like it when you watch me." He said looking down at me. I quickly looked down at the bedsheets to hide my blush. I heard him let out a low chuckle before turning the lights off. It was dark so I couldn't see him.

I gasped when a strong hand suddenly grabbed me by the waist and yanked me across the bed. I let out a small 'umhf' when my back collided with a hard chest. "I've never done this before." He said pulling me down into the bed. He pushed his head into the crook of my neck and wrapped his arm around my stomach. "done what?" I whispered. "Don't make me say it." He mumbled into my neck. I felt the vibration of his voice run through my body. "Do you mean to snuggle?" I asked. His grip on my stomach tightened as he pulled me closer. I could feel all of him pressed against my back. "Hmm." He hummed. He placed a gentle kiss on the side of my neck where he rested his lips. "Good night, princess." He whispered. I felt his hot breath kiss my skin as he slowly fell asleep. "Good night." I whispered back before closing my eyes.

My eyes flickered open when I heard him let out a throaty groan. "a...are you okay?" I said turning my head. He suddenly gripped onto my hips and jerked me backwards. I grabbed onto the pillow when I felt his fingers did into my hip. "You feel so fucking good against me." He whispered huskily into my ear. My eye widened when i felt him press my ass more against him. "Yoongi.." I breathed out. "Yes, angel?" He suddenly grabbed my thigh and switched our positions so I way laying under him.

My eyes widened at the sudden change in positions. I watched as his eyes flickered shut. He let out a soft moan. "Look at what you're doing to me, princess." He whispered as he leaned down. My lips parted when I felt his hardness press against my entrance. A soft moan escaped my lips as he began rubbing himself on me. "Your sweet moans turn me so much." He said dragging his lips down my jaw. I bit down on my lip to hold back another moan. He suddenly grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked looking down my lips. I slowly nodded. I closed my eyes when I felt him lean in. His lips gently pressed against mine. It was the first time he has kissed me like this. While one of his hands held mine pinned above my head, his other wrapped around my throat. I moaned into his mouth as he began grinding his hardness on me. My head sunk deeper into the pillow as he deepened the kiss. "Open for me." He mumbled into my mouth. I parted my lips and he immediately slipped his tongue inside my mouth. He let out a low groan as our tongues touched. The kiss became less gentle as his grip on my throat tightened.

My back arched as he began grinding harder against my sensitive area. "Yoongi..." I breathed out as I pulled away for air. Unlike me he didn't seem out of breath at all. It was kinda starting to freak me out. As soon as I pulled away for air he grabbed my jaw and reconnected our lips again. I whimpered as he bit down on my lip.
I tried pulling my hands down so I could touch him but he tightened his grip on my wrists. I attempted to pull away but his other hand held my face in place. I felt my body heat up as his kiss became more intense. His tongue aggressively explored my mouth as his hand teased my body. It was all getting too much. Too much for me to handle.

"Y..yoongi." I mumbled against his mouth. "I..i need a..air." I choked out. He suddenly pulled away. He let of of my wrists and sat up. My lips parted I took in larger breaths. "W..why didn't you stop..?" I asked him. I placed my hand on my chest and calmed my breathing. I watched as he tore his hand through his hair. "I couldn't control myself." He said looking up into the darkness.

"I've never felt this way before." He said glancing at me. Didn't Boki say he had a past lover? I'm sure they were sexually active too. I felt something turn in my stomach. He was here all experienced and me? A naive virgin who doesn't know anything. Someone who is clueless when it comes to sexual interaction. "What are you thinking about." He asked running his finger down my jaw. I shook my head. "Nothing" I whispered. I had forgotten that he wasn't aware of me knowing who Moon was. I suddenly wanted to know what she looked like. Despite being evil, the way Boki described her was angelic. She must have been really beautiful.

I mean, ofcourse she was. He fell for her after all. But then why did he pick me? I was just an average 21 year old who worked at a little milk tea shop. There was nothing special about me and I know for sure that I wasn't drop dead gorgeous either.

"Princess..?" He called out pulling me out of my deep thoughts. "Tell me." He said looking down at me. I bit my lip as I hesitated. Ugh. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Have you ever had a... past lover?" I asked him quietly. I didn't want to tell him I already knew. I wanted to find out this way. Perhaps he'd tell me more than Boki did. I watched as he clenched his jaw.

Or maybe not...

"It's okay, you don't need to-"

"Yes, I did." He said cutting me off. "But she means nothing to me. Never has and never will." I watched as he studied my face as he spoke. "Lover isn't the word to describe her, princess." He said touching my cheek.

He leaned forward and placed a kiss on my cheek. My head tilted up as he stood up from the bed. "Rest." He said looking down at me. I nodded and got into the blanket. He gave me one last look before walking towards the door. I hope I didn't upset him or bring back any bad memories.

It made me wonder what she did and why she did it. What could she have done to make him want to forget about her completely?