Never Ever Again | JENLISA FF ✓

Chapter 34

LISA

FROM THE OUTSIDE of the room, I can hear them laughing. I couldn't help but to smile.

Jennie is inside too because I really insisted her. Luckily, she finally listened to me. Besides, I want to be alone.

But I guess, fate is really playing with me. Because when I thought that I can finally be alone since all of the squad are inside the room now, Jongin came and decided to stay with me. He's afraid that my friends might beat him up if he will go inside.

"You are here for Sehun. So go inside and don't be afraid." I coldly stated but he shook his head again. I groaned in annoyance.

"Lisa, I sincerely want to apologize again." It was just whisper but I was able to hear it clearly. I looked at him. "It caused you so much pain. After what happened, I decided to reflect on what I did. That's why I didn't show up for weeks. I am really sorry. I'm still regretting everything. I hope you can forgive me one day."

Jongin is such a sincere, mature, and honest person. He's handling everything with maturity and sincerity. Even if he has a fault on what happened, too, I still admire him for telling every single details to me.

But Jennie is just always apologizing. She didn't even bother to tell me how it started, what does she feel towards those time, but all she did is to apologize.

"While reflecting on what I did, I met this person who helped me realize everything. Jung Soojung. Also known as Krystal, I guess? Do you know her?" I shook my head so he continued. "She told me so many things that helped me reflect everything. I feel bad for letting my feelings eat me. I feel bad for giving up on stopping Jennie. Because at the end, I fell for her more. I swear, I didn't really mean to have that kind of connection with her because from the very beginning, I already knew that is was so wrong. That I shouldn't do it because I don't wanna see you hurting. But one day, it was too late for me to back out because I accidentally told Jennie that I love her, too. That's how it started. Everytime we're out for a date, I couldn't help but to regret telling her that words. I couldn't help but to feel guilty because I betrayed you. So I am so sorry."

"Thank you for telling those to me." It just came out from my mouth without me noticing it. But I didn't regret saying it. "Don't worry. Just give me some more time before I can finally forgive you for what you did." I forced a smile and patted his shoulder.

"You already forgave Jennie, don't you? Or not?"

"In just a matter of time, Kai. And I can finally forgive her. But I still want to distance myself."

"I'm sorry."

"For what? Look, if you are sorry for what Jennie did, don't be. You already apologized for yourself so don't bother apologizing on behalf of her."

"It's just that, I feel really bad seeing you hurting." He then bowed his head down.

"I'm fine. I'll...I'll be fine. Don't worry. Go inside. Sehun probably wants to see you."

"They're still inside. They might beat me up."

"They won't do that. So go now." In the end, he just obeyed me and just entered the room. I stood up and decided to grab some coffee. I want to be alone. I need some time alone.

***

Luckily, when I arrived at the nearest café, it's not crowded. And my favorite seat is stil vacant so I immediately sat there before I ordered an ice coffee. It's my favorite.

"Lisa?" I mentally rolled my eyes upon hearing Tzuyu's voice. It's not like I don't want to see her. I just want to be alone but fate is playing with me. First, Jennie. Then Kai. And now, Tzuyu.