Virgil apologizes

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The title wont change -_-


Would you all be fine if I changed the POV to first person? 3rd is super hard for what we're getting into now.

TW: mentioned cuts, panic attack


'Cut, cut, cut'

The voices in Virgil's head ran rampage as he sliced his arm to pieces. A sob tore through him again. The sob was able to clear the other sounds like the voice to be able to hear his phone going off. He looked to it, it was Patton.

Patton

He thought, with a scared expression. He had been hurting Patton this entire time. He looked to his arm, seeing over thirty cuts. Well over thirty. He sobbed again, answering the video call. Logan soon showed on the screen. He could just barely see the fluffy hair of Patton.

"P-Patton?" He asked, it was barely a whisper. Logan tapped Patton, moving the phone camera to point at him.

"You okay kiddo?" Patton asked. You could see the red puffy eyes he had. Virgil shook his head violently. "Shh" Patton hushed. "It's okay" he said calmly.

"I-" Virgil's voice cut out, he cried silently. Curling up a little, shaking his head. His eyes still looking at the screen.

'Hey, it's okay,' Logan said calmly.

'I'm sorry' Virgil signed sadly. He wiped tears from his eyes, a sob softly breaking through his trembling lips.

'It's okay to cry, Pattons ok, he knows that you didn't mean to hurt him too' Logan said.

"It's okay Verge!" Patton reassured. "I'm not upset! I just wanna make sure your ok!" He said worry coating his eyes. Virgil again shook his head. He looked at his hands, seeing the large amount of blood that covered him. His eyes widened, he screwed his eyes shut, panic setting in.

"Hey, Vergey, shhh" a voice said softly. "Can I touch you?" The voice said. He shook his head, not wanting the stranger to touch him. "That's okay, it's alright Virgil" the voice said once more.

"Thank god-" he heard a voice that sounded like Pattons say. The voice fazed in and out of his hearing. "Janus- there" Janus? He's here? He thought.

"It's okay, take a deep breath, it's ok" The voice, Janus perhaps, said. Virgil glances up slightly. Seeing his phone far away, and Janus standing there. Virgil reached his arms out, asking for a hug. Tears still streamed down his face, and he was still trying to not sob, as his lower lip was trembling. Janus enveloped him in a hug. "I got you, its okay."

"I hurt him" Virgil managed to cry out. "I hurt him!" Virgil sobbed. The call that was once on Virgils phone had ended, and you could hear a faint knock from downstairs.

"Will you be okay for a second? I need to go get Patton" Janus asked. Virgil shook his head, his grip getting tighter. Another sob erupted from his lips. Janus nodded, picking Virgil up. Virgil, in turn, wrapped his legs around Janus' torso. "It's okay stormy, its okay." Janus said lightly. The two went down the stairs, Virgils mom being gone thankfully. Janus let Logan and Patton in.

"Virgil?" Patton asked lightly. Virgil let go of Janus, rushing into Pattons arms.

"I'm sorry!" He cried. "I'm sorry, dont leave, please," He said. "Don't leave" He continued to mutter.

"I would never leave" Patton said softly to the boy, rubbing Virgil's back. He pressed a kiss to his head. "It's okay I'm not leaving" Logan stood to the side awkwardly, he wanted to comfort the other, but wasn't sure he could with not being able to hear, nor talk fluently. Logan knew words of comfort were the most effective, meaning he couldn't help. Janus went over to Logan.

'Do you know how to bandage his arms? I'm not sure how' Janus signed lightly. Logan nodded, not signing back. Janus smiled lightly, wrapping Logan in a hug as well. Logan smiled softly.

"I'm sorry" Virgil said once more. Patton simply smiled, pressing another kiss to his head.

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