107. THE FUTURE IS UNKNOWN

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Chapter one hundred and seven

"The future is unknown." 




It was now March and Caroline was officially back in LA seeing as her tour had come to an end and she only had a few days back before she was in the studio working on her next album which she had been working on while she was on tour and it was to be called guts and right now she was in the studio right now recording one her songs for it that Jordan her producer said would be one of the singles off of it, as Becca was standing next to him, Caroline was in the booth with her headphones on as the track started, she started singing.

"Hey

Haven't heard from you in a couple of months
But I'm out right now, and I'm all fucked up
And you're callin' my phone, you're all alone
And I'm sensin' some undertone


And I'm right here with all my friends
But you're sendin' me your new address
And I know we're done, I know we're through
But, God, when I look at you


My brain goes, "Ah"
Can't hear my thoughts (I cannot hear my thoughts)
Like blah-blah-blah (blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah)
Should probably not
I should probably, probably not
I should probably, probably not."


She the smirked.


"Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?

Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
Seein' you tonight, fuck it, it's fine."


And as she was singing the song, she began to remember Jesse and how after she thought they were over, she found him at the end of nationals and ended up all the way back in his hotel room and lied to everyone about it for months.


"Yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?
"I only see him as a friend, " the biggest lie I ever said
Oh, yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?
I only see him as a friend, I just tripped and fell into his bed
Now I'm gettin' in the car, wreckin' all my plans
I know I should stop-, but I can't


And I told my friends I was asleep
But I never said where or in whose sheets


And I pull up to your place, on the second floor
And you're standin', smiling at the door
And I'm sure I've seen much hotter men
But I really can't remember when


My brain goes, "Ah"
Can't hear my thoughts (I cannot hear my thoughts)
Like blah-blah-blah (blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah)
Should probably not
I should probably, probably not
I should probably, probably not


Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
Seein' you tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
Seein' you tonight, fuck it, it's fine


Yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?
"I only see him as a friend, " the biggest lie I ever said
Oh, yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?
I only see him as a friend, I just tripped and fell into his bed

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