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[2:47 a.m. thursday]

New Message to Ferne

THIS IS GOING TO BE CORNY GOTH BOY. I'm tired and I keep rereading the texts, and imagining, what would have happened if I said that I would want you to question your sexuality. Truly, I like talking to you, Ferne. You're like my best friend, which is weird considering we've known each other for four days. And that's only because of the art project. And that you're a fucking make-up wearing freak show who Googles comebacks and likes to spray-paint walls. But talking to your dumb self just makes me feel so happy. I probably won't even send this. I'm just grateful you're talking to me I guess. You're the first boy I've ever spoken to who wasn't intimidated by my sexuality, and wasn't frightened of the possibility that, yes, I could maybe fall for you. I'm not saying I have fallen for you. But you know you're pretty cool. It would be nice if you questioned your sexuality. It's late. I wonder if you're sleeping? Do you sleep in your make up? I wish I was there to find out. I'm not sending this, but I can't stop typing. I just wanted to say... I like you. And... Thanks. For being a mate.

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