WHAT AM I | Daniel Seavey fanfic

c h a p t e r 46

Ja: If that's what you really think.
Y/n: Jack?
Ja: Yes.
Y/n: Can you tell me one thing that I have done wrong? Everything is playing in my head over and over again but I don't know one thing I could have done differently.
He thought about it for a second.
Ja: This time or last year?
Y/n: Okay tell me two things. One from last year and one from this time.
Ja: What comes in my head immediately is running away last year. Maybe back then you guys could have sorted things out and would be a couple by now.
Y/n: Yea we mentioned it once.
Ja: And Right now... I just know one thing but it's not your fault. Not at all.
Y/n: Tell me.
Ja: If you would have told him you would come here, he wouldn't have given his number to that girl.
Y/n: Okay. Hmm...
ja: Whatcha thinking about?
Y/n: If you're hurt, what are you doing to get away from it?
Ja: I write Songs. What about you?
Y/n: I cry myself to sleep, act the whole day like everything's just fine and then repeat it.
Ja: Well That sounds not really like a good way. Does it even work?
Y/n: After what feels like years: Yes.
He laughed lightly.
Ja: Wanna try my way?
I looked at him.
Y/n: You mean writing a song? I'm not really talented with those things and I've never done it before.
Ja: Well there is always a first time.
He stood up, walked over to his desk and got papers and a pencil. Then he came back and sat down on at the same place he sat down before.
Ja: Okay so at first we Need a topic. And that's getting cheated on. I mean you didn't got cheated on but let's say it like that. It'll be easier.
Y/n: Okay jack before we start, promise me something.
Ja: And what?
Y/n: Nobody's ever gonna hear it. Not Daniel, not the fans, none of the boys. Not even your cat. Got it?
Ja: Got it.
Then we really wrote a song. I would have never thought about me writing a song but as Jack said there's always a first time. It was kind of fun and I was actually proud of the result. And yes it helped. I even laughed with jack about some things. He's great.
Ja: And do you like the Song?
Y/n: Yes. What about you?
Ja: Yea. It's not really what I usually write but it's good.
He smiled at me.
Ja: Anyways what about You're gonna sleep here? I mean you can also take another room but that'd be easier.
Y/n: Thanks that's really nice of you jack.
Ja: Okay Great. What time is it now?
I looked at my phone and it said 3:46 am.
Y/n: 3:46. okay I'll get ready for bed now.
I did what I said and jack did the same. 20 minutes later we both laid in his bed. The lights were switched off. You could just see some moonlight coming through the window. I turned around and faced jack.
Y/n: Jack?
Ja: Yes.
Y/n: Thanks for everything.
Ja: You're very very welcome Y/n.
He moved a little closer to me.
Ja: Y/n?
Y/n: Yes.
Ja: I had a lot of fun tonight.
Y/n: Me too.
I looked at his eyes. We were just inches apart. And then something happened. I would have never thought that he would do that but he did it. He leaned in and kissed me.