Her hands grip my shirt, pulling me to her, as her mouth kisses mine, her actions confusing me, what is she doing?
Her hands continue to pull at my shirt, the buttons falling off onto the couch, her hands wrapping around my body, the feel of her fingers amazing, just like before.
This is the Maria I knew, the one who touched my body and craved more, my hands pulling her top open, my mouth kissing her neck and down, as her hand unfastens my trousers, her moans against my lips, her hands pushing me up, her legs on either side of my body, my hands unfastening her bra.
Is this a dream, it has been years since she has been like this, dream or not I will take it, pulling her to me, my kisses pushing against her neck, remembering not to do anything she will think is wrong. Her hips slowly lowering her onto my cock, sitting up, I pull her to me, her hand grasping my hair, pulling it hard.
My hands touching her body, exploring it, loving the fact she is allowing me to, her hips beginning to move, my cock moving in and out of her sweet opening, watching as her face changes, the pleasure rising on it. Her nails digging into my back as her hips move faster.
"I want to know how it feels" Her words startling me, looking at her confused.
"Know how what feels?" What is she talking about, and why now?
"Your brats, subs whatever you call them, do it to me Marcus" I want to laugh, is she joking, she has to be right?
"No, I won't do those things to you, I won't tie you up, whip you or gag you Maria" I don't want to do that to her, that would be too much.
"Not that, Marcus, the sex part you controlling everything, I want to experience that" Her words making sense, yet I am scared if I do, she will stop me and run, like last time when she threw me out, what has changed?
Her hands gripping me, pulling me to her again, grasping her waist, I throw her back, my body above hers, my mouth kissing her neck, lifting her arms above her head.
"Don't move them" She nods, as my mouth begins kissing down her body, enjoying her taste, my mouth reaching her clit, feeling her body jump as my tongue strokes over it, my fingers rubbing at her entrance, slowly pushing in, watching as she moans.
She has not let me touch her in this way in years, it is always straight to sex, nothing else. My tongue keeps teasing her clit, my fingers moving faster and harder, watching as she gets close to the limit, seeing her ready to let go I stop.
"Not allowed to do that babes" My mouth kissing her naval, as I watch her relax, my fingers once against starting to tease her as my tongue licks at her clit, watching as her hips push up to me, trying to get deeper.
His hands moving, grasping my hair, holding me in place as she gets ready to orgasm, my fingers and tongue once again stopping, her frustration growing.
"Stop doing that, why would anyone enjoy it" Her words soft as she gets more frustrated, my hands grasping hers putting them back above her head.
"Because it's amazing, and if you just do as you are told this once, you will see" My fingers beginning to move again, my tongue teasing at her clit, faster than before pushing her straight to the edge and then stopping, her anger growing, yet it just makes me want to do it more.
Watching as she calms down slightly I do it again, my fingers no longer teasing, moving as fast as I can, my tongue licking over her clit, gently sucking on it, watching as she screams, her hands grasping my hair holding me against her as she has her orgasm, her moans continuing afterwards as her fingers loosen.
Looking up I prepare myself for her hate, her shouting at me saying what I did was wrong, yet there isn't any, her eyes are full of love, my hands grasping her waist, turning her over, pulling her to me, as my cock pushes inside her. Her moans growing as my hips begin to move, her body rocking against my cock, my hands holding her waist as I move faster.
"Do it Marcus, be yourself, just this once" Her words soft, yet I can't do that, I can't risk her walking away afterwards. How can I do it, knowing the other day I basically didn't touch her, and she made me leave without her?
"Please, I want to know, and maybe it will help" Her head turning to look at me, my hand grasping her neck, pulling her up against me, as my mouth kisses her neck, biting down gently, my hips pushing hard and fast.
Feeling her tense around my cock as I do, my grip getting tighter on her throat, another orgasm taking her, my hands holding her to me so she can't fall forward as I keep pushing deeper and harder, the sound of her screams releasing me, seeing her fully pleasured for a change, my hand grasping her hair as I release her neck, her body falling forward, my hips pushing harder and faster, trying to make her scream more, my hand pulling her hair hard.
My other hands stroking her back, moving to her arse as I stroke it, my hips continuing to move fast. Raising my hand, I swing it down over her arse watching her jump and moan, her juices gathering around my cock, as I keep pushing forcing her to give herself to me and enjoy it.
My hand grasping her breast, as I moan, pulling her to me feeling myself release the pleasure unreal at finally being able to give her what I knew she would love, her body falling forward on the couch. Lying next to her I stay quiet, enjoying the moment that I never thought would happen.
Her face relaxing as she falls asleep, getting up, I carry her to bed, lying next to her, my arm wrapped around her for a change, pulling her to me as I fall asleep, thankful for whatever made her change so suddenly. Waking up, Maria isn't in bed, yet I can't help but smile and think this is us back on track, this is us now finding our love and lust again. Walking downstairs I hear the faint music, walking in the kitchen, she is cooking, smiling and happy.
"Morning, you hungry?" She looks at me waiting for my response, why would she deny herself this happiness for so long?
"Yes, I should eat, I am expecting the call today about when we go back" Sitting down, I watch as she cooks, giving me food, we sit and eat, talking and laughing like we used to, and I feel like I have just fallen in love with her all over again, then reality hits.
"What time are you leaving?" I look at her, it is Sunday, usually Sundays I spent with Rebecca and she spends it with James, so my happiness has just done.
"I won't be going at all, you can still go see Rebecca, but me and James have stopped now" I want to ask why, I want to find out what happened, but I won't push, had she wanted me to know she would have told me.
Was last night because of James? Because she no longer has that with James and she was craving it, or was it really her finding her love for me again? I told Rebecca I would not be there today anyway, as I had no idea when I would be back.
"I am staying right with you, so what's the plan today?" Looking at her waiting, I will do anything she wants.
"Just relaxing sitting watching films I guess" Smiling at me, I guess so, and to be honest, I would not want to spend it any other way. Sitting we spend the day in front of the tv, cuddling, watching films, just like before everything got to be messy. Hours later, my phone ringing, I know exactly who it is. Grabbing the phone, I press the answer button, Maria smiles watching me.
"Yes Boss" Sitting I listen, this isn't good, I hoped we would have three, four days at least, not just one night.
"Can we not hold off a bit longer? Jackson was married 24 hours ago" My words falling on deaf ears as he refuses telling me we have no choice. I hang up wondering how I am going to break the news to Jackson.
"Everything okay?" She looks at me concerned, I wish it was.
"It will be, I need to phone Jackson" Dialing his number I sit and wait for his answer.
"So, when are we returning?" His words, asking the questions instantly.
"Tonight, I tried Jackson I really did, but they are having none of it, we have to leave tonight and could be gone up to three weeks depending how long damage control takes after Max" He stays quiet, no doubt realising he is now having to tell his wife he is leaving so soon after the wedding.
"She's pregnant Marcus" My heart almost stopping, this isn't right and as much as I want to tell him to stay at home, we will all get in shit if I do.
"Sorry, you know if I could get you out of this mission I would, but they are refusing, and we have to leave tonight, see you at the airport, I will text you the time" Hanging up I call the others, feeling like I just destroyed Jacksons world.
"He will be fine, and I am sure his new wife will be as well if she can handle him" I want to agree yet at the same time I feel awful.
"She's pregnant, I honestly wouldn't have him coming with me, but I can't cancel and say he isn't now" Maria nods, pulling me to her.
"Well, let's not let it ruin our last few hours together" She is right, I need to think of me and her right now, cuddling we watch more films until late, the clock telling me I need to leave, yet I don't want to. I feel like I have just got my wife back and now I am walking out on her.
"See you when you get back" She kisses me as I leave, walking to the car I can't help but think about her wanting a child, maybe when I get back we will talk about it the idea doesn't seem so crazy anymore.