So I dont know how many of you heard about the Manchester terrorist attack but I was shocked when I heard it. I know nothing I say will make a difference but I pray that the families of the lost will recieve peace and justice.
I feel bad for Ariana too, she must feel so bad because it happened at her concert and hope she wont be too harsh on herself.
#prayersforManchester
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VALENTINA
A knock was heard on my door and my heart skipped a beat.
Ever since I met the captor again, it wasn't the same. I felt scared to be alone and I constantly felt like I was being watched.
I looked through the peep hole and sighed out in relief as I realized that it was just Harry.
'Hi', he said as I opened the door and I smiled brightly at him.
'Listen, we're headed to a theme park. Everyone's' tired of being stuck in here', he said and I nodded in agreement.
We had been stuck in this hotel for almost two days, well we meaning everyone other than the boys who had interviews and other things to attend.
'Do you wanna come?', he asked and I shrugged.
'It's completely fine if you don't want to', he said and I looked at him confused.
'I mean that there is going to be a lot of people', he began but i cut him off with a laugh and invited him in.
'How are you feeling?', he asked with a small smile and I shrugged in reply.
'Listen, I know that these past few days have been tough for you, but I want you to know that you'll survive. I mean you managed to survive in that hell', he said and I nodded.
He was right.
'I know that this may seem uncomfortable but can I ask you something?', he asked and I nodded.
'You don't have to if you can't', he said but I smiled and held his arm.
'How did you survive?'
FLASHBACK
I cried out as they threw me into the room.
'Please stop', I cried.
'SHUT UP!', barked one of the three men, he had a shaven head and a pierced ear.
'Why are you doing this to me?', but he silenced me with a stinging slap.
'When I tell you to shut up, I mean it. i could kill you, but what would be the fun in that?', he asked grabbing my face in between his hands.
I whimpered at his harsh hold and I could taste the blood in my mouth.
'Shh', he said and placed his finger on my lips.
Silence filled the room and I could make out my heart beat.
'You would make a fine asset', he said as he pulled me up and I shrank away from his ogling gaze which seemed to be touching every inch of my skin.
'What is your name?', he asked.
'Valentina', I replied bravely and dared myself to look into his stormy gray eyes.
'Perfect name for a hooker', he said and I felt my stomach twist in fear at his words.
'No, no please', I begged and tried to get out of his grip.
'Hush, now let me show you what your name should truly mean', he whispered into my ear and I screamed with tears running down my face as I realized what was happening.
'Let go! LET GO OF ME PLEASE!!!', I screamed and tried to push his hands off of my waist but his grip was too strong and it hurt.
In no time he had me pinned against the wooden bed and he tied my hands to its head post.
'This could have been so much enjoyable if you were a good girl', he said as he unbuckled his belt.
'No, please', I cried but he used his belt as a gag and I tried to scream some more as I felt his hands over my abdomen.
I cried out in pain as he punched me hard and then started to leave bruises by groping at my skin.
I kicked at him but he held me down and tugged at the hem of my jeans.
'It'll be over soon', he said trying to keep me down but I refused to give up and kept fighting him only to be stopped by a blow and my head hit the head board, causing me to fade out.
I could feel myself go limp in his hands as he grabbed my hips and thrust into me like one would pound a nail into the wall.
I couldn't feel anything, I couldn't feel the delight people used to express it. All I could feel was a searing pain and numbness.
I remember blacking out that night and when I woke up, I had lost my voice; in every sense of the word.
FLASHBACK ENDS
'Val?', asked Harry and I was brought back to the present.
'Are you okay?', he asked worried and I nodded as I picked up my board.
I couldn't feel anything or in common terms, 'orgasms'. All I felt was pain and I was numb to whatever they did to me. No kiss or touch could make my heart flutter, it was like I had no physical or emotional sense.
Harry covered his mouth with his hand as he finished reading it.
'You don't have to say anything else', but I continued to write.
I was often punished for being mute and so I would fake noises when I all I wanted to do was scream in pain and cry
'How-how do you-', he struggled.
Not feel? You just turn it off. I didn't want to allow myself to feel what they wanted me to feel. I feared that I would never want to leave and that meant that I would be stuck there in that sinful life
'Your mind control is amazing Val', he said and I shrugged.
'When you want something so much Harry, anything is possible'
He then quickly engulfed me in a hug and I breathed out in relief.
'I'm really glad that you told me this Valentina. It really means a lot to have you trust me', he said and I smiled as I leaned back to look at him smile as well.
It was then that I noticed his dimples and it amused me so I poked them for fun.
'Hey', he said and swatted my hand away causing me to laugh.
'Gemma does that all the time when she tried to annoy me', he said and I grinned.
I then looked at him hoping he would tell me who Gemma was.
'Gemma', he started noticing my confusion, 'Is my elder sister who takes great pride in humiliating me in all ways possible'.
I laughed and he rolled his eyes at me.
I think they're cute
I watched amused as his face turned a shade of pink and I giggled at his sudden stammering.
'Ewww, are you kissing?'
Harry dropped his hands from my waist and we turned to find Lux at the doorway with covered eyes.
Harry laughed out loud and then quickly took her into his arms.
'And what if we were?', he asked causing her to make a face.
'Well we weren't', he said and then added, 'For now', which caused her to make gagging noises again and I found my cheeks heat up as he turned to wink at me.