Posted: June. 28, 2016
I know I said I wasn't going to post on this for a couple days, but I got excited and had so,e cute ideas.
That picture above is me af, just wanted to let you know.
So some were asking for the picture and screenshots from the whole Katya and Austin thing, so here they are. The second is the explanation from @ mahone.stars because she explains it better than I do.
Once again, i do not have an opinion, I'm just letting the people who want to see it, see it.
74. Austin.
"Austin, sir, we've just landed" My pilot tells me, and I fight the urge to make a sarcastic remark, I already knew we landed.
"Thank you" I nod, grabbing my suitcase and getting off the plane. I call Charlie, and when he pulls up, I realize how much I missed him, and being in New York. He smiles at me and I climb into the front seat as he puts my suitcase in the trunk.
"Nice to see you again, it's been a while" He chuckles.
"I've made some bad choices and I want to fix them" I put on my seatbelt.
"Alright, where to?" He asks.
"The hospital" I answer, he looks at me weird, but follows my request. As we drive I know he wants to ask me about why I'm going to the hospital but I'm thankful he doesn't.
"Are you going to need to be picked up?" He asks, and I shrug.
"I don't know, but don't worry. I'll call a taxi"
"Where do you want me to take your luggage?" He asks, and I think for a moment.
"To the penthouse, Trish should be there and if not, here's the key" I hand him the key to the penthouse and he nods "I'll see you later"
"Goodbye" He waves, and I wave back, running into the hospital. I go to the labor and care floor, walking up to the front desk.
"Good morning, how can I help you?" The lady at the front desk asks, typing away on her computer.
"I'm here to visit someone" I tell her and she nods.
"First and last name of the patient?" She says.
"Rowan Mendoza" I say and she nods, typing it into the computer.
"Room 654. Please sign in" She hands me a clipboard.
I fill it out, the only thing it asks for is my name, who I'm visiting and their room number. I hand it back to her and quickly walk down the halls in search of her room. I get to the 650s and my eyes look from door to door until I finally get to it. I open the door, seeing she's asleep and for the first time in months, I feel content in life. Cooing breaks me out of my daze and my head turns to the cot beside the bed. I walk over to it, seeing my baby girl looking around.
I smile wide, and pick her up, sitting down in the chair beside the bed. She looks up at me, and Rowan was right, her eyes look exactly like mine "Hi Princess" I kiss her forehead, her hand wrapping around my finger "You're so tiny"
I hear Rowan draw in a sharp breath, and I look over at her, her eyes fluttering open. She looks around before her eyes settle on me, a small smile taking over her face.
"Good morning" She yawns.
"Good morning" I smile.
"I see you've met her" She chuckles, and I nod.
"Yeah, she's great"
"Yeah she is" She nods.
"Where is everyone?" I ask, handing Amelia to Rowan.
"Rosa is at the bakery, my mom went home to sleep, and uh Harry's at work" She answers and I nod. So that's his name...
"Oh" I nod.
"Good morning, Ms. Mendoza" A nurse walks in "I hate to do this, but Amelia needs a follow up check up for her morning after" She smiles, and Rowan nods.
"How long is this going to take?" She asks.
"20 minutes tops" She answers, and Rowan nods.
"Okay" She hands Amelia to the nurse and the nurse walks out of the room, leaving Rowan and I alone "How are you?" She asks, and I know she means how I've been.
"Okay" I shrug "Not the best, but I'm making it" I tell her "How are you?" She shrugs in response, and looks down at her lap, playing with her fingers "Rowan"
"I needed you," She looks up at me, tears welling up in her eyes "and you weren't there" Her lips quivers "Why weren't you there?" She sobs, and a wave of guilt runs through me. I sit down on the bed beside her, wrapping my arms around her tightly.
"I'm so sorry" I kiss her forehead "I'm so sorry" I repeat "But I'm here now, and if you're willing to take me back, you can have me" She looks up at me, and I wipe her tears away with my thumbs, kissing her cheek "I love you, I still do. I love you so much"
"Hi, again" The same nurse walks back in "She's healthy and well, congratulations" She smiles, handing Amelia to us. Rowan smiles at our baby, kissing her cheek.
"Thank you" She says to the nurse, as she walks out of the room "Hi Baby" I kiss her cheek.
"Are guys dating?" I ask, after a while of silence between the two of us. Rowan's head is on my shoulder as Amelia's hand wrapped around my hand as she sits in my lap.
"No, we don't really have a label" Rowan shrugs.
"Why not?"
"I didn't want one"
"Does he?"
"I think so. He makes it obvious he want more, but I'm not ready for more" Rowan sighs, and out of impulse I kiss her nose.
"Sorry" I chuckle, and she blushes. I turn my attention back to Amelia as she swings her arms back in forth, my hand moving with her as she has an iron grip on my finger "She's so cute" I grin, and Rowan nods, kissing my shoulder and nudging her nose along my jaw.
"Yeah, she really is" Rowan smiles.
"I can't believe she came out of your vagina" I gasp dramatically and she laughs "I need to make sure its okay" I reach for the blanket to pull his up but she smacks my hand away.
"Stop" She laughs.
"I'm kidding Baby" I kiss her cheek, and she blushes "I missed this" I say without thinking, mentally beating myself up until she speaks.
"Me too"
"Can I-"
"Oh, Austin. It's you" Cierra walks in, and I smile shyly at her.
"Hi"
"Hello" She smiles, much to my surprise "Anyways, I came by to see if you wanted food, you're not answering your phone" She says, and I look down at Amelia, blowing on her face which makes her giggle, reaching out her hands and kicking her feet. I do it again and she reaches in front of her as if she's trying to catch the air, and I laugh.
"Will you stop blowing on her?" Rowan smacks my arm.
"But look, she's like a dog" I blow on her once more and Rowan smacks my arm again.
"She's not a dog" She rolls her eyes.
"She loves it" I raise my eyebrows, looking down at my giggling baby.
"Ay dios mio" She smacks a hand against her forehead "Father of the year"
"That's an award I'll definitely be getting" I chuckle.
"Isn't it crazy how, fathers day is a week away. How did that happen?" She asks, and I shrug.
"I have no idea"
"I had her two weeks early though" She says.
"I'm sorry I wasn't here" I sigh, but she shrugs "I'm serious, I'm sorry for everything. I was just scared it was too good to be true. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something bad had happened, but I'm so-" She quickly cuts me off, pressing her lips to mine. I quickly respond, her hands cupping my face.
"Shut up" She mumbles as she pulls away. I gulp with a nod, utterly speechless. She giggles and turns her attention back to Amelia, while I'm still sat in shock.
"Hey, I had an earlier lunch break so I decided to-" The 'Harry' guy walks into the room, cutting himself off when he sees me "Visit" He finishes his sentence.
"Hi" Rowan says as if this is all nothing "This is Austin, Austin that's Harry"
"Hey" I nod, leaning back, with Amelia on my chest. He just nods in response, and sits down on the chair beside the bed and I fight off a smirk.
"Hey, Ro. Are you hungry?" He asks Rowan, and she shrugs.
"No, but I could go for a bottle of water" She smiles sweetly, and he nods standing up.
"I'll be right back"
"Come here" I pucker my lips, and she rolls her eyes playfully, kissing my lips. I take a picture and smirk, opening twitter.
"What are you doing?" She asks "Don't post that" She looks at the picture.
"Hush" I kiss her again, and she rolls her eyes.
"You're lucky"
"Oh, trust me. I know" I smile.
@austinmahone: My Baby Mama and my little Baby Girl. My little Amelia💝👶🏽 I love you both so much😘❤️ @rowanmendo.
I lay Amelia between the two of us, and kiss her cheek, and Rowan does the same and this time she takes the picture. She opens her twitter and posts it, my phone giving me the notification.
@rowanmendo: Papi and my Baby😍 I'm so happy to have you. I love you💕👨👩👧 @austinmahone.
"Does your mom know?" Rowan asks and I nod.
"I finally told her about everything, and she was mad at first that I kept it from her, then she got mad that I left, but now she'll be happy" I chuckle, and she smiles.
74. Rowan
"Here's your water" Harry hands me a bottle of water, and I thank him, opening the cap and taking a sip.
"How's work today?" I ask, trying to hide the awkwardness at the fact that I have two guys that I've had relationships with sitting not even two feet from each other.
"It's boring" He shrugs, running a hand through his hair.
"It's probably better than sitting here" I sigh, rolling my eyes. Austin tries to discretely hold my hand, but Harry notices. I know I should pull my hand away but I can't. I don't know why, but I can't.
"I have to get back to work" He stands up quickly, nearly sprinting out of the room.
"Fuck" I curse.
"Hey! Hey! We have virgin ears here" Austin scolds "And a baby" He covers Amelia's ears, and I laugh loudly.
"I hate you" I shake my head, and he kisses my temple.
"No you don't, you love me"
"I can't argue there"
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Hmm, I wonder what I have planned for next chapter
Maybe it's something crazy?
I don't know... it's the last chapter
I'm so excited
I love you all
Sincerely,
Bad_Boy_Hemmo