End of 4 yr old Izuku POV; back to 15 yr old POV
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That was the end of his flashback. It had ended, all over.
If this was a video game, his brain being a screen it would show a The End sign.
It was just a quick thought in his current time flow but in his head where everything had been relieved, the time was there. Full, complete, everything.
But regarding the fact of what Mrs. had said about his foster parents if they were ever to have re-kidnap him... he did have a response to that.
Indeed.
It would be dangerous, he guessed, if he were to be caught or kidnapped like that ever again. And quite traumatizing.
Of course no human would have that much bad luck to be kidnapped twice by the same people. And Izuku believed that not even his bad luck was that bad.
He didn't even know if he believed the flashback. It could all be a lie that his brain was making up.
But back then he had asked Mrs. what had happened to her eyes.
They were murky and cloudy back then and Mrs. could still see slightly. Now they were white and Mrs. was completely blind.
Her response was that she had tripped down the stairs of the orphanage and had hit her eyes on something sharp and... "dangerous".
LIES.
There was nothing she could've hit her eyes on. She was such a germaphobic and was OCD about keeping the orphanage clean and tidy, there wouldn't be anything out for her to trip on or hit her eyes on.
LIES THAT'S WHAT IT ALL WAS.
She was lying to him. About everything. Everything was lying about him. It was simple. That much he could tell.
Back then even if he was 10, he still could tell that she was lying about something. It'd been a month since he had been released from the hospital and he had noticed the increased patrols around the orphanage and it's neighboorhood.
They were worried about something-
The something was probably him.
.
.
.
Something bad had happened to him.
Something really bad, something so bad that it almost led him to believe that what'd he'd seen and felt in the flashback at the hospital was real.
But he didn't believe it until recently. In fact he'd forgotten about it until now. He just thought his mind was trying to traumatize itself.
But now that Bakugou had told him to take a "swan dive" off a roof and now with Mrs. talking about those foster parents... he had started this flashback.
He know "knew" what had happened to him when he went with his "foster parents" but what had happened after that one quick nap he had taken on that chair?
What did Mrs. do?
More importantly what did Mrs. not do?
He still didn't believe his brain 100%. Who knew, maybe it was tricking him too.
Izuku wouldn't put it pass his own brain to trick him like that.
Maybe he should be thankful that Bakugou had said such a thing. The memories only came back because of that, after all talking about his foster parents in the past hadn't been a trigger.
It was as if his mind was saying. HA! You little shit! You're telling me to kill myself? BITCH WHAT?! 😃When there are already so many people trying? Even since I was little? HA! You won't see this bad bitch kill myself!
He's infact going to not die, just to piss everyone that thinks that quirkless people are a waste off space off. HA!
Like Izuku had said. He wouldn't put it pass his brain to trick him with fake traumatic memories like that. Like most things these days, he took everything at face value. Still, if he took everything at face value, he'd expect people to take everything he said at face value too! Which is why even if there was something this traumatic that happened in his past-
He would keep smiling and being an innocent bean for everyone.
He still had his own problems to take care of. He didn't need others to take care of them.
Izuku was cold hearted and stone cold on the inside.
Even after his flashback all he could think was:
DAMN that kid went through some rough shit.
(｢•-•)｢ Why was he like that?!
He was getting off track- this topic would be revisited later, he decided.
Mrs. was still roughly staring at where she thought his face since would be (since she can't see anymore) before she deems that it's been long enough that they were standing there.
"Go to your room and clean yourself up."
Izuku nods and starts to walk past her when she sticks her can back out, almost tripping him.
"Don't scare me like that ever again, you here me? If you're going to come home, at least- at least call me first? Is that okay?"
He wouldn't get a chance to if he kept standing here like this. He didn't even get a chance to respond before she continues talking.
"And we're going to eat dinner soon." With that she pulls back her cane and lets him walk past her and up the stairs.
(I was trying to figure out how the house looked on the outside and inside...
my foot has fallen asleep. its been taking me like 5 minutes to get the blood flowing again 😅
Alr im back, my foot has refooted itself)
The orphanage was, like the outside, large on the inside. Once you entered through the front door and took off your shoes, you stepped up into a large foyer. From there, there's a large hallway. This led to a bathroom, Mrs. bedroom, an office, and a living/entertainment room. Additionally to the right of the foyer was the kitchen and on the other side was a dining room.
Mrs. had just left for the kitchen to cook which left the stairs up to the 2nd floor open.
Izuku walked up the stairs and tried his best to watch his steps, he couldn't afford to be too loud and attract her attention.
No no Mrs.
He didn't want to deal with her again-
He'll avoid her-
"Hey Izzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzuku, you're finally home!!! I'm so happy that you came back... I needed you~" A girl's voice croons just as he's about to step up onto the 2nd floor from the stairs.
Not her.
No- no- no!
Even if all his flashbacks were lies- she - she wasn't a lie.
Please- please- not her.
He just wanted to go home and get a rest-
Life had other plans for Izuku.
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(1067 Words)
GUYS!! this chapter was so slow, i - had so much trouble getting it up and over 1067 words. if some stuff seem rlly random then taht's why.
and also like... he rlly did keep his act up.
no matter what
it's not until later that he'll trully be traumatized,
rn is only his little bit of traumatized.
Heh.
heh.
heh.
GUYS HE'S A CUTE CINNAMON BUN BUT------- HOHOHO! IDK IM GOING CRAZY rn bc of reasons.
coments? pls?
is this my second update in a day?! is it?! idr any more... aahha