This chapter contains nauseous-ness. Please be aware.
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Thursday finally came, the day I would hang out Jordan. We told Carolina but she said she had work. I don't think Tom would mind, plus he has been very weird lately. It all started Saturday, the day after their tour concert. Today is another tour concert, Thursday, and then they would come home tomorrow. The thing is, I've been worried about telling them I'm pregnant. It's too much, right? I have a bad feeling about this, but I'm pushing it aside. I am not going to abort the baby, but if I have to put it up for adoption, I will. Just to keep Tom. I've been throwing up more than usual after Saturday too. Maybe because I am worrying too much which isn't good but I can't help it. Today is supposed to be fun, so it will be. I finished up some last touches before Jordan came and picked me up. I finished and sat on the couch waiting for his arrival. I could text Tom, maybe he is available
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Tom ❤️🩹
hey handsome
how are you feeling?
fine
just nervous again
well don't be, remember right?
yup
Tom are you sure your okay?
you've been acting weird
I'm fine y/n
I got to go
bye
bye
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See what I mean? Everytime I ask if he really is okay, he says he needs to go. Something is starting to not sit right with me. But again, maybe they are busy and really tired so it could just be that. I sighed until I heard a honk from outside. I grabbed my bag and walked to the car. I got in and gave Jordan a side hug. "Heyyy".
"Hey y/n."
"So, plans?"
"Well I was thinking we could go to the park and then get ice cream."
I smiled. "Sounds like fun."
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"THIS ISN'T FUNNY Y/N! HELP ME OUT!" Jordan yelled. Jordan thought it was a great idea to try and go in the baby swing, thinking he would fit. I began laughing really bad, I felt my stomach knot and needed to pee.
"I....oh my god....I can't." I laughed. Can you tell I'm out of breath from laughing? Yeah.
"Y/NNNN!" he whined. I walked over to him, still laughing. I grabbed his arms, putting them on my shoulder, and pulling him out with his help a little of course. Once he got out, he fell on the woodchips, which made me start laughing more.
"Oh god!" I laughed. He stood up, dusting himself off annoyed.
"It's not funny. I looked so stupid." He crossed his arms like a big baby.
"Ugh, that was funny." I sighed, catching my breath again.
"No it wasn't." He rolled his eyes.
I giggled. "Looks like it's time for ice cream to cheer you up." His frown turned into a smile and he skipped away. I laughed and followed behind. What a big baby.
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"No the vanilla one is always better!" Jordan argued with me as we sat in the car talking about which Mexican flavor is better.
"No! The chocolate has a nice taste to it. It actually tastes like a chocolate candy. Vanilla taste....funny." I licked some of my ice cream.
"Your mentally crazy saying that."
"Yeah yeah, whatever big baby."
"I'm not a big baby! I was stuck okay, I freaked out." He annoyingly said.
"Yeah, sure." I grinned.
"I was! I thought I could fit but I was wrong."
"Weirdo." He truly was one for even thinking that.
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"Today was fun. I needed it." I smiled to Jordan.
"Yes it was. The only bad part was the swing situation." He rolled his eyes. I giggled and shook my head.
"I don't know what you mean, that was the best part."
"Hahaha, so funny." He sarcastically stated, rolling his eyes. I laughed and he smiled.
"Thanks Jordan for today. I'll text you later." I gave him a side hug.
"Anytime." He hugged back. I got of the car, heading to the front door. I opened it and closed it as Jordan began to drive away now that I was inside. I sighed, feeling exhausted. I did need this, all my worries went away. I took off my shoes and flopped on the couch. Damn this feels comfy. Even though I wanted to drift to sleep, I need to text Tom to let him know I'm home. I picked up my phone, expecting a text from him first. Usually he texts me when he is done with the concert, but this time he didn't. Its 8:04 right now.
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Tom ❤️🩹
Hey
Just made it home
ok
how was the concert
good
whatever, goodnight
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Now I'm getting pissed. Why is he acting like this? Is there something I don't know about? Did I do something? Maybe I could text Bill, maybe he knows what's wrong.
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Billy willy🤭
Billllll
Hey
Tom's acting weird lately
know anything about it?
nope
i have to go tho
talk later
oh ok
bye
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Not only is Tom acting weird, but so was Bill. Did I actually do something? Maybe it's because I am hanging out with Jordan, but we hung out with Carolina the first time, why would it be such a big deal? I need to take my mind off this stupid drama, we will figure it out once they come home. I stood up, walking upstairs. I walked into my room, grabbing my computer and laying flat on my stomach. I haven't been on social media for a while, I know there's a lot I missed. Scrolling through articles, I never thought this would pop up.
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New girl for Tom Kaulitz?
Tom Kaulitz was found with a new girl in Texas for their tour concert. They were seen at a club making out, and talking. Now we all wondered, what happened to y/n?
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No way. It's not happening right? No, it is happening. The picture explains it all. There he was. Kissing her. Kissing the one person who no one liked, and all of a sudden he goes back to her. It's always going to be her, isn't it?
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Hey babes! Juicy chapter isn't it? Who do you think it is? Did Tom do it on purpose? I don't know, guess you'll have to find out the next chapter. Also, big shout out to tomkau1itzismin3! She told me not to shout her out because she will feel bad, but people need to read her stories. They are actually good! She is also one of my best friends now on this app, so please, if you like my stories, then read hers as well!
Xoxo 😘
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