<Angie's pov>
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I went inside my house after the talk I had with Isaac. It wasn't only a talk, it was also our first kiss.
His first kiss and it felt so right that I regretted that it wasn't my first kiss. It would've been even more special but in all fairness I hadn't kissed anyone before and felt the same thing I felt with him.
It was just too special and maybe there was excitement to it as well since I had to keep it a secret although I did feel guilty.
I was betraying my coven my mom has never been the type of person to stay loyal to them for all I knew she hated being part of it maybe that's the reason we ran all the way back here from over there but I knew my dad was devoted to them and that's how he raised me.
If I went through this that meant I was betraying him too and I didn't want that.
I knew my mother was avoiding me too. She could feel all the magic I was using and it was too much. I heard her around the house but she didn't speak a word to me. It felt liberating but also very guilty knowing my dad would've been upset as well.
I was in the wrong even if I hated to admit it.
I just wanted to fix everything. Always being mad at my mom was getting tiring. The supernatural world wasn't something I wanted to be involved in always and those were fixable things. The only problem that got in the way was Isaac.
I didn't want to let Isaac go. I dont think I could. I was way too involved and I wanted to make it work. I was convinced that no one else could make me feel the way he could but I couldn't be with him without keeping it a secret.
There was no way anyone would accept it. He would get killed and I would get shunned and everything would fall apart and I couldn't do that to myself and everyone else.
I had to find a way to make it right to make everything right because nothing felt right in my life.
That's what I basically thought about all night until I was able to fall asleep then I got woken up by Allison who wanted me to check on Lydia since she had something to do with Scott and stiles that she also wanted me to go see.
There was something going on with Lydia I could tell and I needed to prioritize her but I also needed to know what happened after I left last night if Derek killed Jackson or not.
So that's where I went first. Allison had given me a very precise location of where they were at in the woods which only raised more suspicion and what confirmed that what they were doing wasn't okay was the way stiles and Scott reacted when they saw me getting out of my car.
"Who called her?!" Stiles turned to Scott who had the same reaction he did which only led him to believe it was Allison. "Really?!" He turned to the girl.
"She knows more than you both!" Allison defended while I just waited for them to explain what was going on.
"Yeah well it's nothing you can't search up on the internet..." Stiles rolled his eyes annoyed.
"You can't exactly get powers from google or a book nerd" I talked back to stiles who just glared at me. "Please tell me what is in that van"
"Jackson..."
"I am not helping you hide his body I'm out"
"No!" Scott stopped me from leaving. "We tied him up and we're trying to hide him from Derek until we figure out how to fix him"
"I know jackson too well and I know he did not go in there voluntarily and I refuse to be blamed for this so I'm leaving this is your problem now..." again I tried to turn around but Allison was the one that stopped me this time.
"Angie you're right you know him better and he actually doesn't hate you so could you just please speak some sense into him?" She used her sweet voice towards me like she did with everyone else when she didn't want them to say no.
I could say no but I did care about Jackson and under his rude jock personality there was a sweet kid and he must be confused and scared even if he tried to hide it.
"Fine but only for a minute I have to go" I finally gave in and followed Scott to the back of the van where he opened the doors revealing jackson in there.
"Angie? You're part of it too?!" He asked, obviously confused to see me.
"Unfortunately..." I sighed and turned to Scott. "Mind giving us space?"
"Yeah sure..." Scott helped me up to get inside of the van then closed it.
Once he was gone I turned to Jackson with a frown.
"I'm suing them! Getting a restraining order because this is ridiculous!" I couldn't help but laugh at him.
"It kinda is but they don't mean to harm you jackson they're trying to help..." I knew he would never accept what he was other than ignorant who would want to believe you're a creature that kills people.
"Tying me up in a van?! I was just trying to be like Scott! He is getting whatever he wants because of some stupid bite!"
"You don't want that..."
"Oh you have it too?! Who bit you?!"
"Nobody! I'm not a wolf! And trust me you don't want to be one or even be involved in this world I want to get out of it but I can't exactly just look away" maybe I could my mom did all the time but she hated this world if it was for her she would give up her powers if it wasn't prohibited.
"Angie, save me the lecture, you know nothing, just leave. I don't want you to get in trouble for what these freaks did!"
"You know that's your problem, you're so ignorant! Yes the bite gives you strengths but trust me all your insecurities will be right there I was going to help you but I'll just let them deal with you maybe that's what you deserve a wake up call!" He remained silent while I got out of the van.
Before closing it again I stopped and looked at him. "The bite won't change who you are, jackson it won't fix you. You have to do that yourself"
Then I shut the door and turned to see Scott standing there.
"Privacy much?"
"What do we do with him?" Scott asked.
"I don't know, not my problem. I didn't lock him up, just try and keep him alive. He's still my friend and trust me I'll find a way to fix him. I just have to let him sit with what I said for a while after what he did to Lydia..." I replied to hike then began to start walking back to my car.
I couldn't believe what had happened to my friends and my life here in Beacon hills. It's like everywhere I turned there was a supernatural problem and I didn't want that but something told me that I would never be able to make it out of it.
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When I got to school I immediately tried to find Lydia and I quickly did. She basically rushed to me. There was something off she was shaky.
"Lydia what's wrong?" I asked her, trying to get her to calm down.
"I need to talk and please don't tell me that you can't because I really need to talk right now so please..." I was worried now, way too worried whatever happened to her was serious.
Serious enough for her to be begging me to talk to her she would usually wait for our free period.
"Want to skip first period?" She seemed shocked like I was going to push her aside to go to class which was weird to me.
"In other circumstances no but...yes we can't leave the school though I want to stay here with you I just don't want to be alone please" I grabbed her hand and began to walk with her entering an empty room where no one would see we were in there.
It was usually used as the meditating room. We could just go in there if we were having a bad day.
She sat in a chair and I sat on another one close to her.
"What's wrong?" I asked again.
"I don't want you to think I'm crazy..."
"Lydia I would never think you're crazy" I stopped her trying to make her stop shaking her leg.
"Yeah but what happened yesterday I am so confused and I tried to ask Allison but somehow her telling me the truth interferes with Scott's and her so she just keeps shutting me out because she's busy doing god knows what and I just want to know what's going on so I don't think I'm going crazy..." Lydia ranted on and on and I just dragged her into my arms.
"First of all you're not crazy..." I held her then let go. "...and the truth is stuff did happen yesterday stuff that many wouldn't believe and I want to tell you it I've never kept a secret from you in my life just one and it has to do with what happened yesterday but I did it for your safety. So whatever you believe you saw it's true and you're not going crazy but the truth can't come out of my mouth Lydia I'm sorry..."
I took a moment trying to debate if I should tell her the truth. Lydia is just like me. I doubted she wanted to be involved in something like this mainly because I knew I wouldn't want to be. I would just want to live the life Lydia was living like I was planning on doing.
"But you are not crazy, you can tell me everything you feel and Lydia never ever thinks you need to beg someone to listen to you..." she just smiled and nodded.
I was upset at Allison for whatever she told her to make her feel this way. I knew she had bigger things on her hands but no matter how busy I was I would always put Lydia first if she ever needed me.
"Thank you..." I smiled back at her then we just continued to talk the rest of the period.
It was totally worth it to skip talking to Lydia. It felt like we hadn't done it in forever and it would probably be better if she knew the whole truth but it was the start of something.
When the bell rang I offered to take her to her next class and she let me. I made sure she was okay then began to walk towards mine until I was pulled into a closet and my instinct was to scream but they felt someone's hand on my mouth stopping me.
"Hey calm down, it's me!" I saw Isaac standing in front of me and I let out a breath of relief.
"You scared me idiot!" He let me go and I moved to the opposite side of the closet while he leaned on the door locking it.
"You weren't in first period..." he mentioned approaching me.
"I ditched it to talk to Lydia, she needed me" I replied feeling as he came closer to me.
"But I missed you..." he brought his hand up to my face moving my hair aside then he looked down.
I'm guessing he was making my heart raise and he could hear it.
"Don't be flattered..." I blushed trying to look away but he made me look at him.
"I like it...being able to hear it" he just got closer wnd closer, not leaving any space between us.
"Isaac, I have to go to class. I already skipped first period" I tried to get away from him but he set his hands on my waist making me stay where I was.
He paused again and I'm guessing my heart was beating even faster but I couldn't help but feel butterflies in my stomach once his hands landed on my waist. I blushed even more. I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks which I tried to hide but he made me look up to him again.
"Please just let me look at you. I didn't get to see you last period" I couldn't look him directly in the eye when he was looking at me this way.
The way he made me feel was unreal. I had never felt it before and it was killing me.
"Okay you looked at me is that enough?" I tilted my head up to see him.
"I could do this all day" I couldn't help but smile but then I felt him closer and I knew he was leaning in for a kiss that happened so naturally.
I had to lean up to catch up with his height and he tried to lean more down but eventually figured it was better if he picked me up and sat me down on the counter and made it easier for us to kiss.
Even though he wasn't as experienced, it just came naturally it was so easy to just be in sync with each other. He seemed scared to push farther; he just remained with his hands on my waist until I nudged one of them a little bit more down until he finally got the hint to go farther.
I was wearing a dress that kept moving up since he was in between my legs and it moved up once he picked me up as well. He continued to kiss me then I felt his hand on he leg moving it's way up under my dress until he gripped onto the side of my bottom.
I let go of his lips for a moment to catch my breath which made him immediately move his hand.
"I'm sorry...I am sorry I...I shouldn't have..." he freaked out and I just smiled and grabbed his hand pulling him back in but this time I got off the counter knowing I had to go.
"Isaac..." I looked up to him while I bit my lip and he hummed. "It's fine..." with my other hand I set it behind his neck pulling him down to kiss him again. "But I have to go..."
"No..." he groaned trying to keep me closer.
"Yes but you can stop by my house later at night just make sure Derek doesn't know or sees you okay?" I warned him by keeping a finger on his chest to keep him away from me.
"I will be careful I promise" he took my hand keeping it in his.
"I have to go Isaac..." he groaned then brought me in one more time giving me one last kiss. "Isaac..." I couldn't lie I could do this all day too it just felt good but I couldn't keep skipping classes.
"Okay...okay...just one more please" he was basically begging me. I just rolled my eyes and placed my hand on his cheek and gave him one last kiss.
He let me go while he smiled. "Bye..." o smiled back at him trying to contain myself on how he was looking at me.
I didn't know if it was how beautiful his eyes were but just by him looking at me it made me feel my stomach flutter.
"Bye angie..." I opened the door and took one last glance at him then walked out.
I really had to fix this because it was getting harder and harder to let go of him.
School remained as usual until lunch where it was really hard not to notice Isaac looking at me at his table with Boyd and Erica while I sat with Lydia, Scott and stiles.
It made me realize I wanted the full experience with him sitting next to me to hold hands in the hallway just everything that a teen relationship brings that I couldn't have.
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When I got home my mom wasn't home as usual. It's like she spent her days at the hospital to avoid me everyday so I played into it. I just hid out in my room but today it was different.
When she got home she called me down and I quickly rushed down seeing her stand down the stairs looking at me. I already knew what was coming so I just rolled my eyes and sat down on the step.
"Go ahead yell" I challenged, while folding my arms.
"Oh angelina...I don't know what to do with you anymore. I give you all the freedom in the world but you can't simply stay away from them?!" The same tune every time like I didn't explain every time.
"They're my friends, I can't just look the other way!" I exclaimed and she just groaned in annoyance.
"Scott is not your friend! Allison Argent should not be your friend either, especially now because she knows! And I know good and damn well Derek hale should not be your friend so tell me angie what is the pull every time to help?! What is it?! I got rid of Scott I did everything to keep you two apart and well he did the job himself by now going for Allison so..."
"What is wrong with you?! How could you have so much hate in you?! I was trying to save them from Derek! And whatever creature is out there! And...Scott...you..." I paused now it made sense why I didn't work why Scott acted that way when he was around me.
She did it all.
"My dad didn't send me this did he?" I looked down to my necklace shaking my head. "You just want to ruin my life do you? Just make me miserable all the time?! What else are you lying about? Is this all a lie?!"
"How could it be a lie angie?! I'm trying to save you!"
"By ruining my life?!" I snapped up from my seat. "You're just jealous aren't you? Of your own daughter that you have to ruin my relationships, leave me without friends. It's not my fault you ruined your life first! You don't have to do it to me too"
"God you're so ignorant angie! Life is not unicorn and rainbows. I'm sorry for ruining your life of being the mean popular girl at school with the popular boy at school. I'm sorry for ruining that for you since it's the only way for you to cope! How insecure are you?!"
"What..." I paused feeling the tears form in my eyes.
"Angie this world is complicated and it has rules if you keep doing what you're doing I will take your magic away you know I can do that and I will move you from here I tried to be nice and bring you here but you can't keep disobeying me because you want to live some stupid kid fantasy this world isn't cool angie it's dangerous and it can lead you to ending up dead!"
"How ignorant can you be...I'm doing this for my friends not for you! Or to be cool I do it because I care! something you're not capable of and that is not my fault so stop trying to make me like you" my tears had fallen finally.
I was frustrated with her. I didn't know what to do anymore or how long I could live this way.
"Whatever Angie, just stop hanging out with them and using your magic or I will keep my word and take you somewhere else" she warned and I just shook my head.
"I hate you..." I muttered and ripped the necklace off my neck and threw it down the stairs then began to stomp up the stairs all the way to my room.
By now I was sobbing when I entered my room. When I shut the door and turned I saw Isaac sitting in my bed with a frown.
"You heard?" I was afraid he did. I would be so ashamed and I was once he nodded.
I looked everywhere else but him trying to stop crying. I felt him get up my bed and walk towards me bringing me into his arms.
Isaac had always been my safe place. I thought it had changed now that he was a wolf but I still felt safe with him.
"I can't do it anymore...I don't know what to do..." he pulled me to the bed and he sat down while I was in between his legs while he held me.
"I'm here..." he said and I pulled away.
"Isaac I can't...I want to be with you but I can't sneak around. I don't want to do that. I want to be with you without having to hide it..." I sat down on his lap and laid my head on his shoulder.
He was thinking about something. I wish I knew what he was thinking.
"Do you think there's a way to get rid of the bite..." I quickly got my head up to look at him.
"Isaac no...you wanted this...I can't make you do that..."
"But I want you more" his hand was placed on my neck while his thumb slid through my jaw line. "Angie I will give this up to have you so if there's a way I'll do it"
There was a way but he wouldn't like it and I know it wouldn't be easy for him to do.
"Can we not talk about that right now? Can you just lay here with me?" He just nodded and began to move the covers to lay down with me.
I got next to him and laid on his chest while he wrapped his arm around me.
We stayed silent for a while. I wanted to rest and forget what was going on in the world for a while but the worst was yet to come.
-we are getting there to the drama...I will write more it's more interesting now.