June fifth
"hey..you know who it is already, again. lol. im back on the medication and ill tell you now, it's so .... draining. i feel more sleepy than usual..which obviously medication can do to you but you know. i miss you...i really don't know if you'll ever see any of these messages-notes but i write them out of comfort, out of the fact that maybe one day we'll face each other again and i won't be here writing these. these notes make me feel a lot closer to you and sometimes i wanna write every day of the ticking minute but i can't. i love you so much Matt, please just look after yourself and remember not to worry too much. im sure Alex is keeping you from that. look after our beloved daughter. see you soon.."