Hermione thinks you don't pay attention to her that's why she wanted to do something to get it.
This is chap kinda sad and confusing so good luck reading lol
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Y/n's POV:
I was walking down the halls of the school grounds just to clear my mind from all the schoolwork. It has been a hectic week for every student considering the fact that the finals are coming up in a few days. And my supposed girlfriend are helping Harry and Ron study instead of me. Of course I allowed her, even though I know Ronald like Hermione I trust her. She won't do anything stupid with those boys right? Unless they're going to get themselves killed, again.
I snapped out of my thoughts as I turn around the corner. The sight in front of me made me drop my books that I was holding.
Hermione was snogging Ronald in the hallway.
They heard me dropping my books and their heads immediately whipped around to face me. The shock on the both of their faces were prominent. Hermione was about to speak when I cut her off.
"Oh- wow." That's all I can say, I didn't expect her to cheat on me. I love her too much to have doubts.
"Y- y/n. I- I can explain-" she stuttered as she pushed Ron away from her grasp
"It's okay Mione. I understand. Erm- I need to be somewhere. I'll see you around I guess." I said abruptly.
I picked up my books and started to turn the other direction when Hermione stopped me.
"W- what? That's it? You won't even fight for us?" She shouted, asking me.
"I won't fight for us if you won't meet me halfway." I said in still, a calm tone. I didn't want to make this situation harder.
"Don't you fucking care?!" she yelled at while walking towards me.
"Of course I do. That's why I trusted you." I said while gesturing with my hands.
"Why aren't you mad at me?! I just cheated on you!" Hermione asked, confused as to why I wasn't snapping at the moment.
"I could never be mad at you. I love you that I trusted you not cheating on me, but I guess everything's possible." I said in a harsh tone while I put on a sad smile. This is where I was starting to get irritated.
"Why are you still smiling! This is why I did this, you never care! Why are you not pissed!" Hermione raged while pointing a finger towards me.
"Because it made you happy! I won't stop you from anything you want to do because you're not a thing and I'm not your owner! I'm not mad, I'm just hurt and sad that I wasn't the reason you were happy!" I finally got out of my shell and snapped at her making her jump. I never shouted or yelled at Hermione, or anyone in that matter.
"I only did that to get your attention! It didn't make me happy, it broke me! I thought you didn't pay attention to me! You never do!"
"Well guess what Hermione, I pay attention to you! I know that you enjoyed your time with that weasel! All those times I allowed you to go study with him instead of me, you've been cheating on me all along! I didn't want to let you go with him but I still did because I knew it made you happy! I wanted my girlfriend to myself, I wanted you! But you're here snogging someone else! I let you go with him because I trusted you, knew you won't cheat on me! But instead you broke my trust!"
"Y/n-"
"No Hermione! This is enough! We're done!"
I walked out of there as fast as I could go. I ran to the astronomy tower, I can't go to my dorm because Hermione will know I'm there.
I couldn't handle it anymore, I burst into tears as I collapsed on the dusty cold ground. I held myself up with my knees and hands. Tears started to flood the cold floor that held me up together.
I've never felt so betrayed in my life, she was my first love, my first girlfriend, my first everything. And she broke my heart, my trust, she broke me. But still I have a smile to my face, a sad smile. I knew I never deserved her, I knew she will never appreciate me as much as I do to her. All I can do is to be happy for her. I can put on a smile to my sad face for her, and just for her.
She said she did it to get my attention.
But all these time she wasn't the one paying attention.
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I'm kinda liking this.
And yes, there definitely will be a part 2 to this!
lol I don't know why I always create a scenario in my head where Hermione's cheating on Y/n.
should I make one where Y/n is the one who cheated?
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