TONI POV:
"Why haven't you been showing up to my class in weeks, Ms. Topaz?" I look up at my teacher. "My mom sent an email explaining where I was and you should have-." Ms. Johnson interrupts me. "That's not what I asked!" She yells. "You missed a month of school! You're being lazy!" She says pissed. "You can't ask me about it because it's a violation of FERPA! You know, the law that protects me from people like you." She looks at me. "You're never going to amount to anything! You're just being lazy and selfish! If you're sad, to bad! Get out of my class because clearly you don't need it!" She yells. I get up and grab my stuff. I walk out and go to the office. "What's wrong Toni?" Weatherbee ask concerned. "I don't think I can be in school anymore." He nods. "Go sit down in my office while I make a few calls." He says quietly. "What teacher?" He ask quietly. "Johnson." He nods. "Of course." He whispers. I go and sit in his office. A few minutes he walks in. "How's Cheryl?" He ask sitting down at his computer. "She's ok." He nods. "How's college going for her?" He ask. "Pretty good." I say quietly. He nods. "That's good." He smiles. "So I called Ms. Johnson. She said that you've been missing classes which I already knew about! She said you were being rude which I doubt." I shrug. "I was kinda panicking so I wasn't being the nicest, I'll admit that." He nods. "You need to graduate Toni, but I get that coming into school every day might be causing you a lot of trouble emotionally." I look at him. "What can I do?" I ask him. "Well, you can do online school. You just get assignments and get a video explaining everything." He explains. "Is it free?" I ask quietly. He nods. "Yeah! It's like getting accommodations for your ADHD." I nod. "You have a lot of potential, I want you to succeed. If this is the way that's going to happen then it's ok with me." He explains. I nod. "Do you want to go home?" He ask quietly. I nod. "Ok, I'll call your mom to pick you up." I nod. He grabs the phone. "Are you out to your mom?" He ask quietly. I shake my head. He nods. "Ok." He says quietly.
I walk into the house and immediately throw my backpack across the room. I slam the front door closed. "Fuck!" I scream. I walk into the living room and see Cheryl. "Did I throw my bag at you?" I ask concerned. "No! I didn't even know you threw it. I just walked out of the bathroom." She says quietly. "I'm sorry if you feel like you're in danger or something." I whisper. "I don't. I know you'd never hurt me." She whispers walking over to me. I look at her. "School hard today?" She ask quietly. I nod. She cups my cheeks. "I can't go back." She sighs. "You just got back to school." She rubs my cheeks. "I can't." I whisper. "I'm gonna go to bed." I say quietly.
CHERYL POV:
I watch Toni walk into the bedroom. I go over to their bag and pick it up. I sigh realizing they are gonna need a new water bottle of all things. It was old anyways so I'm not mad. I didn't even buy it! They got it at Walmart for like 10 bucks! I look at Toni's mom who just walked into the house. "She's in her room." I say quietly. She nods. "I'll give her a minute. How were your classes?" She ask quietly. "Ok. I had some midterms." She nods.
I walk into Toni's room. I see them lying on their bed, clearly upset. I sit down on the bed. "You want to talk?" I ask them. They sits up, I sit behind them and they lie into me as I rap my arms around them. "My history teacher called me lazy and embarrassed me in front of the whole class." They tell me. I take a deep breath. "I'm sorry." I whisper. "I talked to Weatherbee, he said if I wanted to and my mom is ok with it and can do online school." They whisper. "Are you?" I ask them. "Probably. I don't feel like ending up in the hospital again." They whisper. "Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?" I ask quietly. They sit up and looks at me. "Anything?" I sigh. "To an extent Toni!" They smile. "Anything though?" I nod. "I'll go lock the door." I say smiling. "Lie down." They nod and does so. I get up, walk to the door and lock it. I walk back to the door. "What were you thinking to do?" I ask them as I lie on top of them. "Soft, hard, slow... what?" I ask them. They unbuckles my pants. "I just need you inside me, I don't care how! I just need passion." They whisper. I nod taking off their underwear, luckily Toni wasn't wearing pants or a shirt, just in their underwear. I take off my shirt and pants. "Condom." They whisper. I get off the bed and grab one. "What's our safe word?" I ask them. "Chicken." They say. I walk over and hover over them. "Hungry?" I ask as I go I take off my boxers and rub my dick. They grab my waist and help me get hard. I take a deep breath as they starts sucking me off. "Oh!" I moan quietly. I pull them away. "Do you want to get the beads?" I ask quietly. They nod. "Ok, get on your hands and knees." I smile. They do as I tell them. I go to the closet and grab the anal beads and lube. I put the condom on because I will forget in the heat of the moment. I walk back over to Toni and kneel on the bed. I drown the beads in lube and slowly slide them into Toni. "Oh fuck!" They moan into the pillow. I slide myself into them and thrust slowly. "I, need, more." They say between moans. I pull out and flip them over. I lie on top of them. "You ok?" I ask them. They nod. I slide into them and thrust harder. They wrap their legs around my back as I pound into them as fast and hard as possible. They grab my hand and put it around their throat. "You sure?" I ask concerned. They nod. I nod and squeeze gently. I pick Toni up and let them ride me. "Go at your own speed baby." I whisper in their ear. I hold Toni's hips as they ride me hard and fast. I kiss their chest. "Not to far." I nod.
I roll over and look at Toni. "You ok?" I ask noticing they're just staring at the ceiling. "I want to tell mom." They whisper. "Yeah?" I ask quietly. They nod. "When?" I ask sitting up. "Soon. Before it actually drive me crazy." They tell me. I nod. "It's your choice." I whisper.
TONI POV:
I look at mom. She looks at me confused. "Are you pregnant?" Mom ask quietly. "No, I'm still on birth control and Cheryl used protection, just in case." I tell her. "I need to tell you something though." I say quietly. She looks at me. "Not pregnant though?" I shake my head. "Ok, there's not much that can shock me then, like you're with a Blossom!" I smile. "What's up?" She ask concerned. "Um... I don't identify as female." I whisper. She nods. She looks at me. "Are you trans?" I shake my head. "No, I don't identify as male either." I whisper. She nods. "So, I'm trying to still figure out you being gay, so please excuse me. What's happening?" She ask quietly. "I am Non-Binary. I use They/Them pronouns." She nods. "Oh, ok. Ok!" She says trying to process it. "Are you still into woman?" She ask quietly. I nod. "Well, mostly Cheryl but she is a woman so yes." She nods. "Ok. It's gonna take time for me to get used to but ok." She smiles. I smile. "Are you changing your name?" She ask quietly. "I really prefer if you just called me Toni, not my full name." She nods. "Ok. I've been doing that for years." She says smiling. "Even when you're ready to kill me." I whisper. "Oh! Yeah, that's gonna be hard." I nod. "Yeah." She nods. "What do you want to do?" She ask quietly. "I don't know yet. I've only come out to a few people. I told Cheryl, Weatherbee knows, my therapist also knows, obviously. I few friends." She nods. I look at her. "I don't really want to talk about this anymore right now." She nods. "Ok, but I want to talk more later." I nod.
I drink my milkshake while Cheryl and Veronica catch up since Veronica was off at Brown or Yale or idk, one of the fancy colleges that I'd never get into. "So Toni how's your last year of high school going?" Veronica ask breaking my train of thought. I look up at her. "Um... it's not as good without everyone else here." I say quietly. "I'm also not really going to school anymore. It's always been a lot emotionally for me, but recently it's just gotten worse and I don't know how I would have gone anyways." I explain. "You're not dropping out right?" She ask concerned. "No! I'll be doing school at my own pace at home starting next week." She nods. "That's good." I nod. "Yeah." I whisper. "Y'all want to go to Sweetwater?" She ask smiling.
I put my feet in the water slowly since it's still pretty cold. I take a deep breath and look back at Cheryl and Veronica who are talking. I look out at the water. "Toni!" I hear. I turn around and see Cheryl. I go over. "What's up babe?" I ask quietly. "Sit." She say smiling. I sit down next to her. She wraps her arm around me. I don't really listen to them talking. They haven't seen each other in months so they're catching up. I take a deep breath deep and look up at the sky. "You ok?" Cheryl ask breaking my thoughts. I look at her. I nod. "You sure?" She ask quietly. "Yeah." I nod. She nods. "Ok." I lie into her.
I walk into the kitchen. "You sure you're ok?" Cheryl ask quietly. I look at her. I nod. "Toni... I need to be honest." She whispers. "I honestly been taking my meds." I confess. "I ran out 3 days ago and forgot to get it refilled." I say quietly. "I'm ok though. I think." I whisper. She looks at me. "Do you want to go get them refilled?" She ask quietly. I nod. She nods. "Ok. Right now?" She ask. "I have to call my doctor." She nods. "Well, do that!"
"I need to refill my prescription." The Pharmacist nods. I hand him the note and he goes to the back. I take a deep breath. I sit down next to Cheryl as we wait. "You ok?" She ask quietly. "Stop asking me that every 10 minutes." I whisper. She nods. I look at her. "I'm sorry." I say sitting up. She kisses me. "I didn't think you were being as asshole." She smiles. I nod. "I just don't want to see you back in the hospital, I also don't want to find you the way I did again." She says moving hair out of my face. "I just need a break from everything." I whisper. "Well, good. Because I talked to your mom about us maybe going up to my nana's house in Maine for the weekend. Just you and me." I smile. "I'd like that." I whisper. "It's a nice place, it's in the middle of nowhere so we have all the privacy in the world, it's the only place my evil mother does not know about because Nana Rose left it to me for that purpose." I smile. "I think we should go." She nods.
I walk into the bedroom. "This place is nice." I say looking at Cheryl. She nods. "Yeah?" I nod. I walk over to the bed. "What do you want to do first?" She ask quietly. "The usual horny teenager shit." She smiles and pulls me on top of her. "Hard?" She ask quietly. I nod. We both take off our clothes. "We don't need a condom do we?" She ask quietly. "I've been clean for a year now and you're on birth control." She whispers. I nod. She gets hard. I kiss her neck while she slides into me. She flips me over and thrust slowly. "Harder." I whisper. She grabs my hips and pounds into me. I moan loudly. "Fuck Cher!" I moan. "Oh!" Her thrust get sloppy and she cums inside me. She lies down next to me. "I've never came that quickly during sex." She whispers. "I'm sorry." She says quietly. "I think not having a condom made me more sensitive." She says quietly. "That only happens when I jerk off." She says quietly. "It's fine, as long as you go down on me." I smile. She smiles and goes down on me. She slides her fingers into me and licks my clit. I moan. A few more licks and Cheryl comes back up and slides into me by surprise. I grab the back of her head. She puts my legs above my head and pounds into me. "I'm gonna-." I moan one last time and cum. "Ah!" I breath out. She gets off me and lies next to me.
CHERYL POV:
I feel the shower on me. I feel myself get hard. I look down and stroke slowly. I moan quietly. I hear the door open and Toni walks in. I look at them. "One second." I whisper before finishing. "Damn, you were right, maybe we should use a condom then." They say smiling. "You need to shut the fuck up." They nod. I kiss them. "The campfire is ready. We forgot the Marshmallows though." They says quietly. I sigh. "We can just eat the chocolate." I joke. They nod. "Can I finish my shower? I actually need to take one." I ask quietly. They smile. "Yeah! Definitely!" I say quietly.
I walk out and see the fire. I look at Toni who's staring off into space. I sit down next to them on the big chair next to the fire. "I lied." They say quietly. I look at them. "We did bring the marshmallows, we forgot the gram crackers." They say pulling the marshmallow's out of the bag. "It's fine. I don't like them anyways." They nod. "Yeah! Actually you're right they were gonna go to waste." They say quietly. "Please say you aren't just saying that?" They shake their head. "No! God! I was hoping you'd eat them and not noticed I wasn't." I smile and pull them into a kiss. "How was your shower?" Toni ask quietly. "Good! Once I jerked off." I say quietly. They nod awkwardly. "You ok?" I ask them. They nod. "I'm just tired." I move some hair out of their face. "You sure?" I ask quietly. "We can talk." I say concerned. They take a deep breath. "You know that I came out to my mom." I nod. "I just always wonder how my dad would have taken it." They say quietly. "Did you ever tell him anything?" I ask quietly. "He knew I'm into girls. I think he would have been ok with me coming out as Non-Binary." They explain. "He would have needed time like my mom but he would have tried." They add. "Can I ask what made you come out?" I ask them. They sit back in the chair. "I just don't feel like I'm female, but I don't feel like I'm a guy either. I do feel more masculine but, I don't really see myself as a guy or a woman. And I am comfortable with my downstairs area, but not my chest! I don't mind having sex and being all touchy down there, but I don't like when you touch my chest." They explain. "I don't mind not wearing a shirt and wearing a bra, I actually like wearing bra's! I just don't like my chest being touched. I like wearing a binder." They tell me. I take their hand. "Do you want to do anything about your chest?" I ask them. "I can't afford top surgery. I want it, but I can't afford it." They say quietly. "And don't say you can help, I love you Cheryl, I don't need your money, I'll never be able to repay you." They tell me. "I also want to do it myself. I want to earn the money." They whisper. I nod. "If that's what you feel you need to do." I whisper. They nod. I smile. "I love you too by the way." They look at me. "Did I just confess my love for you?" They ask quietly. "For the first time?" They nod. "I think so." They smile. I kiss them. I wrap my arm around them and they lie into me as we watch the fire.