Harry Styles Imagines

Eulogy

I recommend listening to The Car Theme by siddhartha khosla. read note on bottom

"I remember so vidily a conversation I had with him. We found out we were pregnant and I remember all I wanted was my mom. I needed her to be there for me. I wanted nothing more then to tell my mom that she was going to be grandma. I couldn't though. And I remember him telling me that even if she isn't here physically, that even if I can't call her up and tell her that I was pregnant. She was still here with me, with us. Watching over me, protecting me. I remember him saying that she's proud of me because I moved on and I let myself feel happy again. We had another conversation with our son who had his first heartbreak at sixteen. My husband told him that even through this heartbreak he will overcome it, he will come out stronger and that this heartbreak is a minuscule moment in his life. But this heartbreak, right now; one cannot overcome this heartbreak. He was the person I would go to whenever I needed something. I can't comprehend not having him in my life but I know he would want me to be happy and he wouldn't want me to mourn him. I'm not going to stand here and thank you all for coming because I know he would've hated all you being here. But I will thank you for giving me a reason to speak about him and listen".

Y/n finishes her eulogy and immediately runs out the door. The people, the place and more importantly the person in the urn is too much for her to witness. She's suffocating and the one person who can help her is in an urn next to a picture of them. She can't comprehend how one minute everything was okay and then the next she lost him.

"Y/n" You hear turning around to see the face of the person who you hope can pull you out of this. You've been strong for everyone else, but now seeing her all that strength doesn't mean anything.

You break and she notices.

She holds you, letting you break into her.

She takes that pain, to lessen yours.

You both sit down on the bench outside wrapped in one another.

"Everything will be okay sweetie" Anne whispers still holding onto you. You nod your head and sit up wiping your face.

"I can't do this without him" You say looking at her. Anne shakes her head ready to argue. "I can't do this without him Anne. I can't live with knowing that he's gone. I can't breathe with knowing that he isn't going to come home to me every night. That he isn't going to be there for our kids weddings, graduations or when they have children. I need him. He was the strong one, he always knew what to do. I can't do this without him".

"Y/n"

"No no no no"

"Y/n sweetheart listen to me. You are the strongest person I know. You have done something that I never wish anybody has to do. But you can do this. You can sweetheart. Because not only did he know what to do, but he learned that from you. So yes you can do this and you will because we both know that Harry wouldn't of left without knowing you were going to be okay" Anne says holding your face while keeping it strong for you. You nod your head crying silently.

"Mum" You turn your head to see your seventeen year old son Ryder. Anne looks at you one more time before nodding her head and going to her grandson.

"Come my boy lets leave your mum alone for a little awhile"

You breathe in holding your necklace. The necklace that holds Harry's wedding ring on it. You hold it firmly in your hand breathing in and out.

From a distance you hear your wedding song playing.

"Though we're tethered to the story we must tell

When I saw you, well I knew we'd tell it well"

You smile softly and let more tears fall.

You stand up and walk back in the room that holds the urn of your husband, Harry Styles.

The room that holds your four children.

Ryder Styles.

Darcy Styles.

Luna Styles.

Edward Styles.

"I'll be alright H. We'll be alright"
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this happened to be inspired by This Is Us.

The First Imagine's Series book will be coming soon. look out.

in since I am making it into a book, I will be stopping and taking some parts down from this very soon.

I have about two fan-fictions planned aside from that one.

both are very different.

look out for the notes I will be posting on my account and on these.

20k reads. holy.

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