Darkness & Light Poems

Sometimes

Sometimes                                

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I can still see you,

Just like it was yesterday.

But you look better, healthy.

Is my mind playing tricks?

I haven't seen you all for a very long time.

I swear I can still hear you speak sometimes,

And see you talking, in my head.

Talking while moving your hands and leg.

How can I say.... I miss you, all.

It's getting lonely.

I'm falling.

I'm scared and don't think doc will help.

You all said you would help me,

Where are you?!

Can't you hear me???!

I talk to you almost everyday.

Give me something I can do...

Tell me what to do!

Stop and say something.

Don't just....

I really need you all now,

Show me your face or don't.

Please, help me.

I'm not done.

Just, not yet.

Delete that date, erase it from my mind.

My heart, a piece of it died that day.

I'm not coming back stronger,

I'm not coming back as me.

I'm cold, I zone out,

I wish for a different life,

Or for something more.

But not my family.

My parents are... my parents,

Amazing.

My big sister, takes her title seriously.

Protect, safety and love.

My best girl,

An angel,

Who likes hitting people (if deserved)

Saying whatever comes to mind,

But sure is there when you need her.

So y'all up there,

Start making magic,

We , I, need a new plan.

By : strength0629