Only for One [ON HOLD DUE TO HEALTH ISSUES]

Lie

Y/n's POV

I know it will be a very long night when I toss around the bed without feeling any sleep coming. I am a sleeper that doesn't move at all while sleeping, or move just a little, and here I am, turning over and over upon this bed...

Seokjin gave his room and I feel worse about not be able to sleep. That poor man is sleeping maybe uncomfortably because he doesn't have a wide bed, maybe he feels uneasy sleeping on a bed that isn't his and I am awake, thinking of wander around the building until fatigue will have the better of me.

Endlessly minutes pass and nothing seems to make me at ease. I'm used to sleep with someone to cuddle or just feeling physically close to me, but in these years I had to sleep all by myself, the only thing I could hug was myself. I don't feel safe here, I feel like I'm trapped and that's the reason of the little anxiety that starts to raise. To get rid of the knot in my stomach, I get up going for my first idea; sleeping on the couch; but not before wandering like a haunting ghost in the dormitory.

That spot starts to ache in pain, making me sigh quietly to not disturb the boys, and as soon as I reach the living-room, I take my earphones out and put some music on, leaning to the wall and gazing at the glowing city from the window. I find peace during the night where everything falls silent to sleep, I stay awake to listen to the silence, to gaze up at the sky, to sit at the beach and hear the waves moving in a sooth sound. It's not like I'm used to, but I get fascinated by this city, even in the middle of the night many cars run in the streets, people are still around, who's drunk or just tired because their shift ended that moment.

People think I'm dumb, saying: yo girl, yOu lIvE iN NeW YoRk CItY! Yes, I do but they don't know that my house is soundproof, with a very high security and full of things that tempt me to stay indoors more than to face the chaotic city. Yes, I do live in YNC, but I own many proprieties around the world, I have a houses in the middle of the woods, beach houses, houses in the countryside. Me and my brothers bought them to help ourselves with our ex busy schedules, we had so much fun to design our houses, paint them, buy the furniture, it was worth it. Now we can just move there and enjoy the environment without worrying about paying an hotel, and be kicked out at a certain hour because the room needs to be available.

Many don't recognize me at all, which I'm glad for, I can work here without being assaulted or anything, but if they recognized me, they'd know for sure that even if I live in New York City, I didn't have the time to walk around and sightseeing anything due to my own job.

Not feeling any better, I fall on the couch closing my eyes as the darkness conquers my sight. The melodies playing into my ears are calming me, but too slowly for my tastes, something bigger this time is keeping me awake.

Tortuously slow, the bad feeling I was shooing is claiming its way back, but not when a specific song replace the previous one. It's catchy and I recognize Jimin's voice immediately, shuttering my eyes open to look at the screen of my phone to see the name of the song and how the hell it ended in there.

Did that idiot touch my phone while I was taking a bath?!

Save Me... Isn't this the last work they released? Using Google for a few researches, I confirm the theory and look at the album. I have to say that their voices melt together, they transmit the words they wrote... They have talent, they were born to be singers.

Focusing on the lyrics and the tune, the bad feelings are being defeated by a crescent light coming from the earphones that travel straight into the source of my distress. I got now why that dumb is so found by this band. I found someone who reflects his characteristics in their music... I'm so glad I came here, I can listen more of their melodies and I'll send their work all over the world. The world must know their name, people needs this light to fight back the darkness. They can succeed where I failed.