Only for One [ON HOLD DUE TO HEALTH ISSUES]

Ombra

!Trigger Warning: This chapter contains scenes of a severe panic attack and blood. If you are easily triggered by this content please read at your own risk. The most sensible ones have been warned!

3rd person's POV

Besides Suga and V who are studying Y/n carefully, meticulously, the other idols wait for her to put the ice skates on, recording with their phones. They want to record how she'll fall as soon she'll step in, that would be hilarious and great teasing material. How they know she will fall right away? It's easy, she's holding the edges of the rink and stare at the ice under her feet.

Right when the boys want to tease her to make her move and hopefully fall, they stop to look at her reactions in a better way.

"Noona?" Jungkook calls for her, but even if she stares at the group, she's absent.

"Is she spacing out again?" comments Hoseok. "Y/n-nim?"

No matter who calls her, her mind already started its nightmarish play. At the moment, she doesn't see seven boys in the rink, calling for her rather worried as well, for Y/n the rink is empty and the galleries are full of people.

Fucking dammit, another one of these? A part of her knows that it's just an ugly illusion, but that part is so little that cannot win over the one in control of her mind now.

"Is this another level of spacing out or..." whispers Seokjin concerned. Y/n doesn't respond to any of their calls, she barely blinks. What should we do now? He asks himself after saw that it's not one of her episodes of spacing out, Yoongi just touched her hand and she didn't react at all.

"Hey Y/n-ie, can you hear me? Can you see me?" Suga stops in front of her waving a few inches far from her eyes, but again, no reactions. "It's like we disappeared from her sight...." worried that something worse may occur, the idol calls Yule and explains what's going on.

>Turn the cameras away from there!< , >Someone immediately call the ambulance!< , >Oh my god...<,

The voices in her head are raising from their sleep, making her eye twitches by the pulsing pain that formed in her temples. As those voices keep screaming, her eyes envision the scenario making her breath quicken, the pain spreads in her body, especially in her shoulder and in her chest.
Y/n is back to that day, National Championship, the day when her brother almost got killed by an 'accident'. She enters the rink with her uniform but before she can move a single nerve to skate, a frightened scream makes her head snap toward that direction. His ash blonde hair is painted by a red liquid, that is expending in the icy floor way too quickly to be safe.

"She snapped her head to the left, her eyes widened and she looks scared by something." Suga explains on the phone, and Yule knows what's going on. "Her lips tremble while she tries to force a smile and her hands move to her throat."

Alexander-hyung's accident.... Taehyung knows what memory is playing in her mind, but he doesn't know how to drag her out of it. I can't even say that I know what's going on or my promise is broken... Fuck.

>The warming up are almost- Oh gosh!< , >There's blood!<, >She doesn't move, calls the ambulance!<, >Every participant is obligated to get out of the rink as fast as possible!<

Another scream, but this time to her right. As soon she moves her attention there a stabbing pain takes her breath, making her gasp for air. Immediately after, Y/n grasps her shoulder so tightly almost to rip her jacket off, her knees give up.