MELODRAMATIC RANT | Of love and friendship
My mind is in a conundrum it never expected. Love invaded my most vulnerable self like a bitch of a fever. Worse is I'm feeling it for a friend. I should not welcome all these feels but the dumb part of me thinks otherwise.
I value friendship. I value friends since I don't have as much. This nerdy madman is a lonely motherfucker. If I confess, I will break realities in a cosmic scale. One of which will surely fuck up our friendship and that's the least I want. I should not treat my friend like that. I should not put her in a situation like that. I should not treat myself like that. I should not put myself in a situation like that. But words don't matter now. Feelings do. And this bitch of feelings is winning the war and there will surely be catastrophic damage.
But I love her. I don't want her to know and I don't want to screw up everything that's been established so far. Friendship is what I need, and in there I may find love but I will suppress it as long as I can.
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