The Choice I Regret

Trust Your Instincts

Here it is guys, i have to say this is one of my favourite chapters so far and im hoping it's going to be one of yours too!!

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Rachel's POV

“NOAH ANSWER ME NOW!!!” I yell the beast in me finally being realeased. In the corner of my eye I see Sam jump at my sudden outburst. Puck was taking an awful long time answering me and had the look of avoiding the subject on his face.

“Santana has really missed you guys” he says looking down and playing with his fingers

“Well she’s going to miss her husband an awful lot when I kill him for not doing what I say!” I whisper through gritted teeth 

“Fine, he’s not in there” puck exclaims, I feel my shoulders fall from utter disappointment, I was so sure that he was here. I feel tears start to appear in my eyes. I try to look closer at puck’s face just in case he’s joking around but nothing, he’s dead serious

“Oh” I simply say, not knowing whether or not I should get out of the car and walk away or to stay in the car and sink into the car seat and let my emotions take over me.

“Look how about you guys have dinner with Santana and I tonight?” he offers

“Yea that would be great, just send me the address to your house” I looked over at Noah and I saw how uncomfortable he looked, and confusion took over me.

“Um well one of Santana’s friends is sort of living with us for a while so she would be in our way” he tries to avoid our eyes

“Well we don’t mind we would love to meet her, isn’t that right Sam?” I ask willing to see how long this lie is going to last

“Yea but she would mind” he whispers. I scoff at his response and that’s when I had had enough. I look back at Sam and raise my eyebrows, he soon gets the drift and he reaches for the car door, opened it and walks out, which left me and Noah in the car

“Tell Santana’s friend that we didn’t mean to intrude” I give him a disappointed look on my face.

“Look Rach I’m sorry” he says trying to grab a hold of my hand but he was too late because I was already out of the car, as I about to close the door I say:

“Sure you are Puckerman” and with that I slammed the door and walked off over to Sam.

“Well that was awkward” Sam yawns

“Your seriously yawning, you sounded like you got a lot of sleep last night” I give him a pissed off look

He tries to find something to say but when he couldn’t find anything he says “moving on then”

"I just can’t believe that Finn isn’t there, I was so sure…….and so were you. It’s just I can’t think of anywhere else. In high school he would always mention LA. What if he’s found somebody else and he decide to move away so they could be together!!!” i explain 

I start pacing back and forth. Sam knows that I only do this when I’m stressed or thinking about something, crap now I feel bad. He took time of work just so he could help me with this and it’s just been a complete waste of time.

“Well, this wasn’t a complete waste of time.” Was he reading my mind?

“What do you mean, if it wasn’t for me you wouldn’t be here, you’ll be still at work with the crazy pervert that was really getting on my nerves” Sam laughed at the last part of my sentence. At least one of us is laughing.