The Desperate Kingdom of Love**COMPLETE**

Chapter 9 - I Want to Make It Up to You

Chapter 9 - I want to Make it Up to You

There are times, when things get out of hand, when a certain scenario, does not go in accordance with what we had thought.There are times, we just let it be, because somehow it isn't of great importance.But then, there comes the time, when it comes to the matter of the heart, one cant wait to just fix ,what had gotten out of hand, because for obvious reasons, what can be more important that the feelings of our sweet little heart, atleast, in that very moment , nothing else matters, but that urge to really fix it all.Making it upto to someone, we love is something we all have done, at some point in our lives, for when it comes to the heart, we all are just, mere prisoners.

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London - 6 PM

Khushi stared at her whatsapp, which pinged for the third time, and she quickly wiped her tear, which was starting to fall down again.Ever since, she had seen those pictures on Arnav's phone, something had just gone insane within her, and that's why she had ran away from him, and the building, and taken solace in the cafe, she had been sitting in the corner off since three hours, listening to her favourite music, trying to calm her nerves down, figuring out the mess she had created for herself.And she had realised a few things, which had no undoing - first, that she was irrevocably in love with Arnav Singh Raizada, that even her mind ordered her to go back on this, and undo, her heart would just never ever listen, because somehow its every beat, just had his name written on it.Second, she had obviously been very jealous when those pictures had surfaced, obviously she had been aware of his various flings in the past, his crazy affairs with models etc, and of course what she had seen was just one girl, and a few pictures, there would be so many more of them, and she knew this from day one, she knew what she was dealing with, then why did it hurt so much, to see him with another woman, in the arms of another, imagining him kissing them, like he kissed her. It hurt so much, and the thought of the nights he must have spent with Lavanya and the rest, the thoughts, just brought fresh tears to her eyes,she didn't know how to make her heart deal with the jealousy and the insecurity.She knew she was highly insecure, first because of her own lie, and second because she didn't think she was as beautiful as those models, or even as glamorous as Lavanya, and what if one day, Arnav got bored of her, then what would she do??. And just that thought was enough to feel like a stab in her heart, because she knew, she would always still be in love with him, even if he wasn't, or ever would be, even if he would hate her when the truth was out, she would just still love him, and that was something she couldn't change,she had built this mess for herself, and now she had no other option, than to live with it. She sipped her tea,and finally picked up her phone, to see her whatsapp, and like she had known it was Arnav, he had been messaging her, ever since she had taken his calls -

"Khushi, what the hell is this behaviour? Where the hell are you??"

She finally replied -

"I am sorry Arnav, I just need to be alone for a while."

She didn't have to wait even a minute as his reply came -

"What does this mean Khushi? I am worried, we need to talk, ok you'v had three hours to yourself already, please will you just tell me where the hell are you?"

She knew, she couldn't not face him, but she wasn't ready yet, so she messaged - " I am with riya, I will be back late"

Her phone beeped instantly -

"Ok fine, but pls tell me, why would you assume that I would meet Lavanya, you know its over between us...pls understand..."

Khushi finally got up from the cafe, as she quickly replied - " I do, please, Arnav, i will see you later..."