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♞[13] Murder ♞

My heart raced fast as I tried to hold back the urge of biting someone. Why is is so hard to control?

I ran out into the garden and clutched my head in hopes the feeling would just go away.

"(Y/n)?" I turned around and saw Subaru.

"P-please stay away right now Subaru... I can mess with you later if you want... but not now." I avoided his eye contact.

_______ Second Person P.o.v ________

Subaru stared at you with a soft gaze.
He took a step closer to you and you brought your hand up at him, telling him to stop. Your face as buried in your other arm, as if trying to hide  from home

"S-Subaru... stay away I d-don't want to hurt you." You backed away from him.

At this moment, Subaru began to see himself in you. Afraid to hurt you, was how he always felt.

"It's okay (Y/n), I know you won't hurt me..." He came closer and you remained silent.

He bent down on his knees as you covered yourself away from him. He pat your head softly.

"It's okay (Y/n)."

Suddenly you pounced on top of him, taking him to the floor of the garden.

Your tears spilled onto his shirt like waterfalls. "It's so hard to control Subaru! I don't know if I can take being a vampire! I don't want to hurt any of you..."

Subaru stroked her hair, not minding the fact he was laying on on the cold pavement.

"(Y/n) I hate to tell you this... and trust me I know it's hard to control but, if you want to live healthy then you're going to have to drink one way or another."

"N-no! I refuse I won't! I'd rather die, than hurt any of you!" You yelled out.

Once you said this, Subaru flipped you around, so you were under him instead. He trapped you within his arms.

He set a sharp glare on you and spoke, "Like hell!!! I won't let ever let you die (Y/n). You're going to drink my blood either now or later, if you don't you'll get weak."

"No!" Subaru sat down on your waist keeping you down.  You thrashed around relentlessly in attempt to get away. He took out a knife and cut his hand. Blood came rushing out, dripping down his arm. Some of the blood dropped onto your face, an you felt a whole other self take over.

Your eyes glowed red and, you could feel that unbearable feeling take over once more. Your hands twitched as you brought them up to your mouth refrain yourself from taking it.

Subaru ripped your hands from your mouth and put his hand in your mouth.

You eyes glowed red and you closed them and began to suck his blood. Subaru grunted in pain, but didn't stop you.

You could feel a greater strength take over you as you pulled his hand away from your mouth. With vampire strength you flipped him over onto the floor and and got on top of him.

Your eyes glowed red within a split second and you sank your fangs into his neck.

Subaru tightened his fist slightly, but didn't stop you. "Mmmm..." You groaned as you drank his blood.

You took in his blood in large gulps, enjoying the sweet taste that hit your tongue.

"(Y/n)...." He said your name and weakly brought one hand up to touch your face softly.

You were snapped from your senses from his sudden touch. The look of hunger disappeared from from your face as you stared down at Subaru who was under you.

"I love you (Y/n)..."

He said before blacking out.

Your eyes watered realizing you couldn't refrain yourself from taking his blood. You held him in your arms tightly letting your tears fall down.

You instinctively teleported him to your room and put him on the bed. You quickly took out the bandages from your bed side and wrapped his neck, covering up the bite, keeping from more blood to spill out.

Then you wrapped his hand with bandages just in case too. You looked at his shirt and saw you had stained it. So you just removed it and left him shirtless.

You saw his abs, but couldn't bring yourself to make a weird comment about how hot they were. You crawled into the bed removing your shoes and threw the blanket over the two of you.

You snuggled close to Subaru, letting your tears fall.

You wondered to yourself if he would be alright. You knew you ha taken far more than you should have. The chances of him dying of blood loss is... unknown. You cried, and cried softly, unable to do anything to help him. Would he die because of you?

Find it hard to breath, you looked up at Subaru and managed to choke something out through your distressed sobs.

"I'm so sorry Subaru..."

Somewhere within the back of your head you could hear his voice say,

"It's okay (Y/n)."