Chapter 14

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About 15 minutes later you heard a knock on the door. You open it to see Ross, his eyes were puffy and there were tear stains on his cheeks. He stepped in and as soon as you close the door you just grab him and hold him close. He holds onto you and tears start streaming down his face again. You just wanted to make this go away, but unfortunately it was part of his job. He finally pulled away after 10 minutes grabbing your hand and pulling you over to the couch. He took a deep breath and started talking.

“I don’t want to leave you, it wouldn’t be so bad if it was only a month or so, but no they said it’s going to be 3 to 4 months. I can’t take it.” He started crying again. A few tears fell down your face listening to him. You hated seeing him like this. Out of nowhere you just grabbed his face and kissed him. He grabbed you and sat you on his lap. The 2 of you started making out, it lasted for a good 10 to 15 minutes. When you pulled away you rested your head against his. He reached up and wiped away your tears.

“I don’t want you to wait for me while I’m away, but know I will wait for you. I don’t want anyone else. You’re the love of my life. To be honest I hope you are pregnant so when I get back we can get married or at least engaged. I can’t see myself with anyone else.”

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. You’d wait for him no matter how long he was away on tour. He was everything to you. Deep down you were hoping that you are pregnant too. Even though you haven’t been together that long you wanted to have kids with him.

“I’ll wait for you. I don’t want anyone else either. I know we haven’t been together long, but you’re the love of my life.  Pregnant or not I’d still get engaged and married to you.” You grabbed his face and made sure he heard every word. A smile spread across his face, and then he leans forward and kisses you passionately. When you pull away you realize Abby probably doesn’t know about the tour yet, you wonder how she’s going to handle it since her and Rocky are in an official relationship. You snuggle into Ross and just stay there the rest of the day.

Ross starts rubbing your back and whispers in your ear, “How did I get so lucky to find you?” you grab his free hand and intertwine your fingers together. “I could say the same about you.” You say as you kiss his hand.

Ross decided to spend the night because tomorrow he had to spend the whole day packing and rehearsing. You had to work, which you weren’t looking forward too because you felt like October was catching onto your secret relationship.

*Next morning*

Your alarm went off. You really didn’t want to get out of bed. You had your man next to you, shirtless as usual sleeping soundly. Before you got out of bed you kissed his cheek and then his chest. You made your way over to your closet and got out your work clothes. Walking over to the bathroom you saw Abby asleep on the couch, you walk over you see tear stains on her face. You knew Rocky must have told her about the tour. You wish she would have woken you up so you 2 could talk it out and support each other since you both were going through the same thing. You let her sleep and went to get ready for work.

When you walk out of the bathroom you smell something good cooking in the kitchen. Abby was still on the couch sleeping so you knew it had to be Ross. You walked into the kitchen to a shirtless Ross. You wrap your arms around his waist and kiss his back. You heard him laugh and grab one of your hands playing with your fingers while he made your breakfast.

“Did you sleep well baby?” He asked as he put eggs and bacon on your plate.

“Of course, I had you there with me.” You said kissing his cheek.

Both of you sat down and ate your breakfast. You looked at your watch and realized you had to go to work. You were dreading this since he told you about the tour. He looks over at you realizing what was going through your head. He grabs your hand and rubs the top of it with his thumb.

“It’s going to be okay, we’ll make it through this. We’ll skype, text and call each other every day. It’ll almost be like we’re together every moment.” He kissed the back of your hand. You both stand up. He grabbed his shirt and started to put it on. You stopped him by placing your hands on his stomach. He put his shirt down on the table and gave you a puzzled look. You got on your toes and kissed him. He melted into it and pulled you close to him. His hands started running up your shirt which sent chills down your back.

Knowing you can’t go any further than that because you would be late for work you slowly pulled away and rested you forehead against his. He held you there tightly, you could tell he didn’t want to let go. Your hands slowly move down his chest to his stomach. Your fingers outlining his abs. He looks down at you biting his bottom lip. He loved every second of that, but he knew that you had to go to work.

“I really hate this but we both have to go. I’ll text you in between packing and rehearsals. If I get the chance I’ll stop by the studio for a “shoot” so I can see you.” He said holding your face in his hands.

“I’ll text you in between shoots and editing. I hope you can stop by the studio for a “shoot”.” You said grabbing his hand and intertwining your fingers.

Little did you know how crazy things were going to get. Were you going to be able to see him before he leaves for 3 months?

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