"Y/N did I...?" You didn't answer. You didn't want to look at him. You just wanted to be gone
"I caused this I know I have. You've hurt yourself so much... Why?" You answered back this time
"What do you mean why? You left me for two fucking years! I tried my best to stay hopeful and positive but it's too hard knowing that the only person you care about and love had left and forgotten you! You hurt me so badly Mark you were the only piece of joy and hope I had left in my life but you fucking left... And it hurts." You were bawling at this point.
"Y/N I'm sorry I-"
"IF YOU WERE SORRY YOU WOULD'VE ACKNOWLEDGED THAT I EXIST AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE ITS KILLING ME THAT I FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES ESPECIALLY YOU!!" You slid down the wall and curled into a ball.
"Listen to me Y/N I won't leave you until you do. I'm seriously so so so so so sorry. I'm a fucking idiot she didn't let me talk to you she wanted me to only be able to talk to her! I tried to break up with her but she didn't let me! I'm sorry!! FUCKING HELL I'M SORRY!... Fuck... I care I care so much I care too much and it hurts knowing at I'm the cause of your pain... Y/N I realised I didn't love her I loved you and I still do I love you even more and my pain probably isn't even a fraction of what your pain is and I understand if you don't forgive me but please... I'm so sorry and I care so much. I did break up with her and as soon as I did I came straight to you I- I'm sorry. I can't express how sorry I am. Just please know that I truly am Y/N please..." You didn't say anything and just acted. You looked at him, grabbed his chin and kissed him. He kissed back quickly. Once you pulled away he spoke up,
"Y/N I know this isn't the time but maybe we should get you cleaned up and definitely something to eat."
"Y-yeah." You said.
3 years
You and Mark now live together and you are now so close to being happy again. You've stopped hurting yourself and everything is okay.
"I love you Mark."
"I love you to Y/N, so much." You realised that he really did care.
