Today has been going. Jacob took me to the aquarium and we even got to feed seals! Its just amazing. Im having a blast! Right now,Jacob is taking me to get some ice cream. This guy have really made my day. We got out of Jacob's car and started to walk in the store. Jacob wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. I smiled as we walked into DQ. Me and Jacob got our ice cream and sat down.
"So did you have fun?"Jacob said taking a scoop of ice cream.
"Yes,I did. All because of you."I said smiling.
Jacob smiled back looking into my eyes. There was that look again. But this time I had no problem with it. Jacob leaned forward and cupped my chin with hands. He leaned forward and pressed his lips into mine. I felt sparks and fireworks go off. It was like,this is what we've been waiting for! Jacob pulled away from the kissed,still looking in my eyes.
"Be mine.."He said so calm and sweet. It was sexy!
"Jake.."I said looking down.
"I don't want to be in a relationship right now."I said truthfully.
"I have feelings for you and I really like you. Its just after what I have just went through,I don't wanna go through nothing like that again. You have to understand.."I said looking up at him. He nodded his head.
"I understand Dani. Just...know that im here."
He pecked my lips once again then pulled away with a smile.I smiled to blushing. Im not going to lie,I would love to be with Jacob! I know he's a amazing guy and he would never hurt me but at the same time,that's what I thought with Roc. I just need sometimes to think and just be single for a while. Maybe me and Jake can just be........friends with benefits. ;) Me and Jake finished up our ice cream then through our trash away. We got back into his car and drove back to the Conjunction house.
When we arrived back home,it wash now 11:45pm. Jacob walked me to my room door and we stood there for a moment.
"Thanks for taking me out today. I really needed that"I said with a small.
"You know im here for you."Jacob replied.
He pulled me into a hug and I hugged him back. I kissed his cheek and walked into my room. I sprinted into my bathroom and took a long hot shower. Foe the first time in days,I had a reason to smile. When I finished showering,I put on my Spongebob pajamas and put my hair in a messy bun. I climbed under my covers and dozed off to sleep.
****- Next Day -****
I woke up to the birds chirping and the sun beaming through my windows. I sat up on my bed and yawned. It was another day I had nothing to do. Since tour ended,Keisha told us that we would have a lot of time off cause we've been working hard. I was excited about it at first cause I thought I could spend time with Roc. But since the incident,id rather die then spend time with him.
I climbed off my bed and slid on my house shoes. I walked into my bathroom and washed my face & brushed my teeth. When I finished,I decided to walk to Shi's room and see if she wants to do something today. I walked out my room and walked down the hallway slow. I was humming but I quickly stop when I came upon Bahja's room.
"I don't know what im gonna do Bee!"Babydoll cried.
I clashed my eyebrows together as she cried. I sat stood against the wall by Bahja room and listened.
"Shh,Shh. Calm down Bre."Bahja said comforting her.
"Just talk to me suh. "
Babydoll sniffed a few times and calmed down.
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