Am I Just A Memory?

Chapter 32

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We drove in silence, I mean we can't talk.

There's nothing to say, I keep wincing at the pain in my lower stomach.

I look back to see Dan and honestly I feel like I should've been hurt instead of him.

He did absolutely nothing!

"We're here." Ian mumbles and gets out the car quickly.

"Dan do you need hel-"

Before I can finish Ian grabs me and carries me (bridal style).

"What about Dan?!" I yell and I turn back and see Dan slowly getting out the car.

"He's fine." Ian whispers and he walks me into the hospital, with Dan following slow- but still behind.

I know it's only two am (2 a.m) but damn lots of people are here!

"Fuck." I mutter and grab my stomach.

"It'll be okay." Dan whispers behind Ian.

"It will be okay." He repeated.

He made it to the front desk and asked the women behind the counter things, I didn't bother to hear.

I couldn't, I was hurting so much!

"They're going to get you a wheelchair right now babe." Dan whispered in my ear, I nodded in response.

A lady comes out this hallway rolling a wheelchair our direction.

"Here you go Mrs.Martinez." She says and Ian sets me in the chair.

I look over to my right and see them put Dan into a chair also, thank god!

Then I look back down.

I feel like someone is stabbing my lower stomach.

I just wanted a simple date.

That's all I want.

I didn't ask for all this shit to happen.

The nurses take me to a white room and lay me on the bed.

I hear beeping noises, and feel needles going inside me.

"Go to sleep, I'll be hear when you're awake." Ian whispers and kisses my head.

I feel so tired, I wasn't tired thirty (30) minutes ago.

Must be the medicine.

My eyelids slowly get heavier and heavier.

I soon feel myself go off to sleep thinking about Dan.

~•~•~

"Kate, babe? I picked up the children from school." Dan yells from down stairs.

"Okay babe!" I yell and run down stairs.

"Hey Zeke, hey Zoe!" I say and kiss there heads.

"Hi mum!" They say together, then run to the living room.

"Today we have to visit Ian." I whisper and Dan grabs my sides.

"We will." He turns us, so now were facing each other.

"I know you miss him, but we can't see him every day. Maybe every Friday. Alright?" Dan whispers and I nod, considering it's Friday.

"Alright, let me go put the stuff away and we can go to the cemetery." Dan says and kisses me gently.

I smile, god it's been about two years since Ian passed away.

I visited him every chance I can, I felt really bad when he committed.

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"Zoe, Zeke! Don't step on the stones!" Dan tells them as we walk over to his stone.

I see it and sit down next to it, then place little flowers down.

"Hey Ian." I whisper and the kids sit next to me.

"Hi daddy." They both say and sit down next to me.

~•~•~

I wake up from the dream and damn!

No ones in here besides a sleeping Ian next to me on the hospital chair.

I hate when I have real dreams like that, it's scares me!

"Ian!" I whisper/yell to him.

His eyes slowly flicker open and he smiles.

"Hey!" He says and grabs my hand.

"What happen? I don't feel the pain anymore." I say and smile.

"That's great! Guess what?!" Ian says.

"Ian..... What the hell happened?" I say, I mean he seems a little to happy.

"Kate. You're pregnant! I'm the father!" Ian says and pulls me into a bone crushing hug.

"Great." I whisper.

Damn. This is what happens when you fuck shit up!

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